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Deleted member 71068
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i think i have huge signs of body dysmorphia for last month. I hate my face so much, and i never had this issue. I never was the hot guy but its not htat i am super hideous. Yes i do have big hooked ugly nose, but i wanst this aware of that till last month. I literally consume lookmaxing content all day. I spend looking at my fucking ugly face and crying that i was born this way. I am 6'1 and i am sure most of you will fucking bully me only because of my height. I weight around 85kg and my first step will be to drop 10kg to see my underlying 'good' bone structure. I feel so fucking feminine like i am a fucking 14 yo girl who started to think about her looks all day. I never was like this. I never wanted to get a girlfriend. I dont care about it. I am just obsessed with reaching my genetic potential of my face, but i want to stop cause its destroying me from inside for last couple weeks. I want long metalhead hair but from stress my hair grows so thin now. I had good thick hair until i was like 14, but now its getting thiner and its killing me because that was my hope that i can grow very long hairs and just that would be my thing. That creature i see in the mirror is my worst enemy and i hate him with all my heart. I am 19 and i am sure most of you will fucking tell me that its just because of the teen years or some shit, but no i never worried about my looks and i never cared about my appearance. I was wearing the same clothes for weeks and i didnt wash my teeth for last 10 years.