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We graduated high-school in the same year and he was the person with the best possible scores of the entire country in national testing. Now we were together studying physics at university level in the same class.
I honestly didn't find him special or anything but I was admiring the fact he was always extremely well-prepared, did all his homework, etc.
He admired me too even though I was always a lackluster student I tended to excell in troublesome cases. We vibed on this where we would work together on difficult subjects.
Overall I was a very lackluster student due to lack of preparation, making homework, etc.. But I would always strongly outperform other students when dealing with difficult material. Where the best and most prepared students, like him and others, were impressed by my sudden excellence.
I scored highest in the class in electromagnetism courses in my first year which is where i made a name for myself as a genius cuz these were considered the hardest courses of the first year.
For me, the reason why I excelled here is because these courses being considered hardest, motivated me to put in serious effort. Actually prepare well for a test, unlike the average course where I would put in a minimal level which I thought would give me a passing mark.
In the end I am an incel loser with no degree, no girl, no family, no friends, nothing. Despite being at this level before. ive 'wasted' it all but ofcourse it was never my intention to waste this opportunity.
society let me down. I got no money, no admiration, no girls, nothing.
I was just supposed to be the 21yo truecel living in poverty with abusive family and continue performing at the highest possible level. It had to come crumbling down.
@Primalsplit its over man.
ive lost
I honestly didn't find him special or anything but I was admiring the fact he was always extremely well-prepared, did all his homework, etc.
He admired me too even though I was always a lackluster student I tended to excell in troublesome cases. We vibed on this where we would work together on difficult subjects.
Overall I was a very lackluster student due to lack of preparation, making homework, etc.. But I would always strongly outperform other students when dealing with difficult material. Where the best and most prepared students, like him and others, were impressed by my sudden excellence.
I scored highest in the class in electromagnetism courses in my first year which is where i made a name for myself as a genius cuz these were considered the hardest courses of the first year.
For me, the reason why I excelled here is because these courses being considered hardest, motivated me to put in serious effort. Actually prepare well for a test, unlike the average course where I would put in a minimal level which I thought would give me a passing mark.
In the end I am an incel loser with no degree, no girl, no family, no friends, nothing. Despite being at this level before. ive 'wasted' it all but ofcourse it was never my intention to waste this opportunity.
society let me down. I got no money, no admiration, no girls, nothing.
I was just supposed to be the 21yo truecel living in poverty with abusive family and continue performing at the highest possible level. It had to come crumbling down.
@Primalsplit its over man.
ive lost
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