I am pathetic

[BHB]

I occasionally leave here just to ignore my life and how truly sad it is, but my life truly is pathetic. I am ugly and no one (besides close family) likes me. I also suck socially. I try to think about the morality, ethics, and legality of situations or issues and, even though i think i have a decent moral compass, i often stray away from my own morals. It has dawned on me that i have been a bad person. If someone else had my personality and did the things i have done and thought the things i have thought and said the things i have said i would call them an asshole, and rightfully so. I try to be nice to people but i keep fucking up. I also suck socially. Fucking autism.

I have bad genes, as seen through my mental defects and my ugliness and my fucking brain chemistry, but when it comes down to it, i would say i also am just pathetic. I truly am.

I dont know why i am even writing this.

 

[lafr]

no one (besides close family) likes me

Lucky nigger, my family don’t like me

 

[Just Blast]

man i love org at 3 am

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

 

[BHB]

Lucky nigger, my family don’t like me

I am thankful for my mom. She is basically all i have (my brother too, kinda)

man i love org at 3 am

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Lmao ts actually made me smile