I am quitting the ward/therapy.

[MoggerGaston]

Lately there's been a therapist that has difficulties with me and has been attacking me during group-sessions. This conflict has lasted for several weeks, but has now expanded towards the rest of the group and now they blame me for 'the bad atmosphere'. Note: No violence or even name-calling, personal-attacks, and so on, took place. Just tense discussion. I never attacked anyone, merely defending when people (specifically this therapist) make assumptions about me which are wrong.

As a result it's been made clear that I am increasingly unwelcome due to the tense atmosphere that supposedly I created. I have made clear that I feel disrespected and that they create this atmosphere themselves in the way that they communicate with me, this therapist in particular.

Discussion is ongoing, but it's likely I will now quit therapy and will be left to my own.

JFL @ therapy. 1 year wasted at this shithole.

Maybe it's not too bad: I have relied too much on others, not empowered myself enough to find my own way to heal myself out of parental childhood abuse and the emotional damage it caused me.

Mental health-care is honestly such a joke. They have no clue what they are doing. It's a waste of money, time, energy of everyone.
It should be defunded.

 

[jed8264r]

My parents were forcing me to go to therapy it was like £150 per appointment jfl it did fucking nothing all me and the nigga did was argue, so happy I’m out of it all now

 

[MoggerGaston]

My parents were forcing me to go to therapy it was like £150 per appointment jfl it did fucking nothing all me and the nigga did was argue, so happy I’m out of it all now

im getting 6 sessions per week for a total of ~10 hours and it costs me nothing. (insurance)
yet still I think it's useless or potentially even damaging, even when it's free.

JFL at having 10 hours of therapy/week, for FREE, and it's still not worth the time/effort.

 

[jed8264r]

im getting 6 sessions per week for a total of ~10 hours and it costs me nothing. (insurance)
yet still I think it's useless or potentially even damaging, even when it's free.

JFL at having 10 hours of therapy/week, for FREE, and it's still not worth the time/effort.

They made me take SSRIs for my mental health and shit FUCKED me up so bad, my testosterone went down so far shit was crazy, I was on fluoxetine 40mg per day, I had a blood test while I was on them, then I stopped for a month and got another, my test fucking doubled. Same time for test, same everything, never take Jewish meds for mental health

 

[first snow]

normies feel that you are an ND and above them

 

[Gengar]

Neem je medicijnen op tijd!

 

[MoggerGaston]

They made me take SSRIs for my mental health and shit FUCKED me up so bad, my testosterone went down so far shit was crazy, I was on fluoxetine 40mg per day, I had a blood test while I was on them, then I stopped for a month and got another, my test fucking doubled. Same time for test, same everything, never take Jewish meds for mental health

Yeah fuck that shit, you did right.

I did escitalopram (also an SSRI) and it did nothing except make me feel anxious.
Now they want me on bupropion (Welbutrin). I've been hesitant but been more inclined to try it out.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Neem je medicijnen op tijd!

It's too late.

 

[Gengar]

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It's too late.

Ziet er gezellig uit bhai, wanneer ben ik welkom?

 

[MoggerGaston]

Ziet er gezellig uit bhai, wanneer ben ik welkom?

vind ik moeilijk
ik doe alles alleen in mijn leven. Ik sport alleen, ik ga alleen op vakantie, ik studeer alleen, ik ga alleen naar (techno) feestjes, etc.

Heeft niks met jou te maken, maar met mezelf vooral.

 

[Gengar]

vind ik moeilijk
ik doe alles alleen in mijn leven. Ik sport alleen, ik ga alleen op vakantie, ik studeer alleen, ik ga alleen naar (techno) feestjes, etc.

Heeft niks met jou te maken, maar met mezelf vooral.

Begrijpelijk bhai, ik doe ook alles alleen. Alleen af en toe is het wel fijn om met iemand te zijn.

 

[jed8264r]

Yeah fuck that shit, you did right.

I did escitalopram (also an SSRI) and it did nothing except make me feel anxious.
Now they want me on bupropion (Welbutrin). I've been hesitant but been more inclined to try it out.

You could give it a try and if it affects you then stop simple. I am personally never trying anything again I’d rather js manage on my own no matter how hard it gets, good luck bhai

 

[mindful_inseminator]

View attachment 3622251

It's too late.

holy nutcase

 

[HimmyButlerV2]

Begrijpelijk

This cannot be a real language

ik doe ook alles alleen. Alleen

Jfl

 

[Gengar]

This cannot be a real language

Jfl

Ongecultureerde kankerlijer.

 

[Daddy's Home]

You should've at least walked out of there with a cute foid..

 

[Primalsplit]

What are you going to do now?

 

[MoggerGaston]

What are you going to do now?

I think that I need compassion, love, social-support, positive social-interaction, a feeling of belonging socially, being appreciated/valued for who I am.
As someone who doesn't have any family, friends or relationship and having a childhood of being abused by my family and bullied at school, I think this what I need to heal and see that things don't have to be the way they were.

I've fucked up too many chances at good friendships and relationships due to anxiety/fear from being not good enough. This is not my fault but a result of the avoidant personality disorder and c-PTSD that I carry with me from my youth.
This is my issue and an infinite loop that I can't get out of: I can act fun, interesting, extroverted so that I can form friendships, get good dates, start relationships, etc. But they always coming crashing down eventually. And now it's gotten to the point that this repeated failure in recent years has made me lose hope or interest to form connection at all anymore.

The solution to this will have to involve drugs/alcohol, but in a more controlled, repeated, disciplined manner. Possibly also starting anti-depressants on top.

 

[AustrianMogger]

Lately there's been a therapist that has difficulties with me and has been attacking me during group-sessions. This conflict has lasted for several weeks, but has now expanded towards the rest of the group and now they blame me for 'the bad atmosphere'. Note: No violence or even name-calling, personal-attacks, and so on, took place. Just tense discussion. I never attacked anyone, merely defending when people (specifically this therapist) make assumptions about me which are wrong.

As a result it's been made clear that I am increasingly unwelcome due to the tense atmosphere that supposedly I created. I have made clear that I feel disrespected and that they create this atmosphere themselves in the way that they communicate with me, this therapist in particular.

Discussion is ongoing, but it's likely I will now quit therapy and will be left to my own.

JFL @ therapy. 1 year wasted at this shithole.

Maybe it's not too bad: I have relied too much on others, not empowered myself enough to find my own way to heal myself out of parental childhood abuse and the emotional damage it caused me.

Mental health-care is honestly such a joke. They have no clue what they are doing. It's a waste of money, time, energy of everyone.
It should be defunded.

why would you get therapy when you need surgery

 

[MoggerGaston]

why would you get therapy when you need surgery

im already chad

 

[hunnidrounds]

They made me take SSRIs for my mental health and shit FUCKED me up so bad, my testosterone went down so far shit was crazy, I was on fluoxetine 40mg per day, I had a blood test while I was on them, then I stopped for a month and got another, my test fucking doubled. Same time for test, same everything, never take Jewish meds for mental health

I gained a fuckton of weight on mental health meds

 

[AustrianMogger]

im already chad

send face

 

[DieVoGel6949]

Lately there's been a therapist that has difficulties with me and has been attacking me during group-sessions. This conflict has lasted for several weeks, but has now expanded towards the rest of the group and now they blame me for 'the bad atmosphere'. Note: No violence or even name-calling, personal-attacks, and so on, took place. Just tense discussion. I never attacked anyone, merely defending when people (specifically this therapist) make assumptions about me which are wrong.

As a result it's been made clear that I am increasingly unwelcome due to the tense atmosphere that supposedly I created. I have made clear that I feel disrespected and that they create this atmosphere themselves in the way that they communicate with me, this therapist in particular.

Discussion is ongoing, but it's likely I will now quit therapy and will be left to my own.

JFL @ therapy. 1 year wasted at this shithole.

Maybe it's not too bad: I have relied too much on others, not empowered myself enough to find my own way to heal myself out of parental childhood abuse and the emotional damage it caused me.

Mental health-care is honestly such a joke. They have no clue what they are doing. It's a waste of money, time, energy of everyone.
It should be defunded.

Wouldn't happen if you looked like Matt Bomer btw.

 

[Danish_Retard]

why would you get therapy when you need surgery

im getting 6 sessions per week for a total of ~10 hours and it costs me nothing. (insurance)
yet still I think it's useless or potentially even damaging, even when it's free.

JFL at having 10 hours of therapy/week, for FREE, and it's still not worth the time/effort.

A good psychologist is worth their weight in gold, I went from so anxious I'd only go out at night to being a social menace.

On the other hand a bad psychologist will at best make you lose hope, at worst fuck you up badly mentally. The thing with therapy is that you need to be vulnerable to actually work on anything, but like 99% of normies are either straight up fucking retarded or completely untrustable.

There's uncountable stories of psychologists abusing their patients/victims. You gotta be really careful with them.

 

[Neucher]

A good psychologist is worth their weight in gold

A good psychiatrist ist even better

 

[Danish_Retard]

A good psychiatrist ist even better

You're slopped up too much permarot online shit to unsceptically reject everything modern. What role do you think priests, shamans and elders filled in the tribes we lived in for 99% of humankinds existance? Have a guess? Do you think that role is still filled in modern society? Oh it isn't? That's why society tries to create people specialised for just this.

Now psychiatry for depression, I've seen friends 'supposedly' have success with meds, but they're permanently on SSRI's, never addressing why the fuck they feel they need them. IMO ADHD meds are the only psych medication that actually has any kind of effect/symptoms worth considering.

 

[Neucher]

but they're permanently on SSRI's, never addressing why the fuck they feel they need them.

it's the same with ADHD meds though

 

[Danish_Retard]

it's the same with ADHD meds though

Do you have trouble figuring out if it goes into the square hole or the round hole?

 

[enochian]

Mental health-care is honestly such a joke. They have no clue what they are doing. It's a waste of money, time, energy of everyone.
It should be defunded.

A rope is cheaper than therapy + jewpills. A rope and chair gets the job done a million times better. Pills + therapy is a joke. Ruins men lives more than it helps. Even fucking dr.k said that most men who are suicidal are like that because their lives genuinely aren’t worth living, it’s not some “error in the brain” or disease as low iq jewish psychiatrists and low iq therapists would try convince you to believe

Indian Psychiatrist tells incels/losers to kill themself

looksmax.org

 

[MoggerGaston]

A rope is cheaper than therapy + jewpills. A rope and chair gets the job done a million times better. Pills + therapy is a joke. Ruins men lives more than it helps. Even fucking dr.k said that most men who are suicidal are like that because their lives genuinely aren’t worth living, it’s not some “error in the brain” or disease as low iq jewish psychiatrists and low iq therapists would try convince you to believe

Indian Psychiatrist tells incels/losers to kill themself

looksmax.org

my life genuinely is pure garbage and not worth living, but it is because my mind doesn't work properly tbh.
I can still create objective life-quality (date hot girls, get a decent job, experience fun things on holidays) but my mind is unable to enjoy any of it due parental childhood abuse-trauma.

maybe i should try jewpills again ngl.

 

[enochian]

maybe i should try jewpills again ngl.

mdma, phenibut, ket, psychedelics etc.
Try different options (with caution)
Jewpills likely wont do shit or it could make things worse. I got PSSD from jewpills

 

[Mr.Proper]

Now they want me on bupropion

It can be pretty useless for anxiety but it can be pretty good for mood and motivation. However, it has some anti-cognitive effect due to nicotinic receptors negative modulation, at least, before body tries to asjust it to some degree.

 

[MoggerGaston]

mdma, phenibut, ket, psychedelics etc.
Try different options (with caution)
Jewpills likely wont do shit or it could make things worse. I got PSSD from jewpills

Ive already done all those except phenibut.

Doesnt seem to help long term, only give me short term relief but then using it short term all the time is difficult

 

[MoggerGaston]

mdma, phenibut, ket, psychedelics etc.
Try different options (with caution)
Jewpills likely wont do shit or it could make things worse. I got PSSD from jewpills

How did u get pssd

 

[MoggerGaston]

It can be pretty useless for anxiety but it can be pretty good for mood and motivation. However, it has some anti-cognitive effect due to nicotinic receptors negative modulation, at least, before body tries to asjust it to some degree.

Mood and motivation is what i mostly need tbh

 

[enochian]

How did u get pssd

Parents put me on jewpills for like 3 months when i was younger and fuck im trying to reverse all the damage