I am slowly wanting to be alone more and more. I want to ldar more and more. And i am taking less and less care of myself.

[joan]

Anyone relate

 

[Sceptical]

Anyone relate

maybe a burned down oak tree after a forest fire

 

[joan]

maybe a burned down oak tree after a forest fire

wdym? that i am damaged and choose to get away or sum shit like that?

 

[Sceptical]

wdym?

i was speaking metaphorically
oak trees have a hard time regrowing after going through forest fire

 

[joan]

i was speaking metaphorically
oak trees have a hard time regrowing after going through forest fire

i see. but the thing is that i dont think i went trough a hard time recently idk

 

[Sceptical]

i see. but the thing is that i dont think i went trough a hard time recently idk

how come you want to isolate and take less care of yourself then?

 

[joan]

how come you want to isolate and take less care of yourself then?

maybe im just depressed i guess. still i dont see a clear reason

 

[Sceptical]

maybe im just depressed i guess. still i dont see a clear reason

you don't have a purpose in life is that it? everything feels pointless and absurd?

 

[joan]

you don't have a purpose in life is that it? everything feels pointless and absurd?

something like that

 

[Sceptical]

something like that

yeah i feel the same sometimes
but it's passing feeling, you just have to distract yourself and do something you're passionate about or were passionate about. rewatching old shows or movies also help to feel nostalgic but relieved at the same time

 

[joan]

yeah i feel the same sometimes
but it's passing feeling, you just have to distract yourself and do something you're passionate about or were passionate about. rewatching old shows or movies also help to feel nostalgic but relieved at the same time

ive been like that for years and getting sometimes progressively worse or better. never fully got rid of it. the only thing that ive seen helping is being around people. it makes me forget everything

 

[joan]

ive been like that for years and getting sometimes progressively worse or better. never fully got rid of it. the only thing that ive seen helping is being around people. it makes me forget everything

i started this thread because this is the only time ive started letting my looks go. even tho i look almost the same