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negative inhib
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been rotting too hard recently, literally no motivation or drive to do the right thing for me or improve myself in months.
have also been coming to terms with the dating market and how much success i'll have as a guy practically only looking for slays, no relationships. i've realized there are 2 elements at play that significantly hinder my success rate in this regard
- not 21, meaning i can't take dates to bars (this really fucks me over as i am in nyc, drowning in missed opportunity)
- don't have a place of my own to take dates back to, have to hope they're able to host (these bitches NEVER are able to host, they're hoping you can 99% of the time)
now, i don't know what made me want to check. but i checked how many days there are until i turn 21.
its exactly 200
200 days
to 21
i have 200 days to lock.the.fuck.in. 200 days of looksmaxxing, moneymaxxing, and socialmaxxing in order to be able to reap the highest slaying potential possible when the time comes.
i think this is the end of the road everyone. after 3 years of lurking and rotting on here, i see the light. i hope after these 200 days, i'm never sat behind my screen with this forum open again. fuck i need this for myself, i'll need to dig deep to break out of my habits but i know i can.
tl;dr i've received an obvious message from a higher power telling me to lock the fuck in so i can slay nonstop upon turning 21, i'm hoping i really do lock in here but as long as i remember what's waiting for me at the end i should be having the time of my life in 200 days
have also been coming to terms with the dating market and how much success i'll have as a guy practically only looking for slays, no relationships. i've realized there are 2 elements at play that significantly hinder my success rate in this regard
- not 21, meaning i can't take dates to bars (this really fucks me over as i am in nyc, drowning in missed opportunity)
- don't have a place of my own to take dates back to, have to hope they're able to host (these bitches NEVER are able to host, they're hoping you can 99% of the time)
now, i don't know what made me want to check. but i checked how many days there are until i turn 21.
its exactly 200
200 days
to 21
i have 200 days to lock.the.fuck.in. 200 days of looksmaxxing, moneymaxxing, and socialmaxxing in order to be able to reap the highest slaying potential possible when the time comes.
i think this is the end of the road everyone. after 3 years of lurking and rotting on here, i see the light. i hope after these 200 days, i'm never sat behind my screen with this forum open again. fuck i need this for myself, i'll need to dig deep to break out of my habits but i know i can.
tl;dr i've received an obvious message from a higher power telling me to lock the fuck in so i can slay nonstop upon turning 21, i'm hoping i really do lock in here but as long as i remember what's waiting for me at the end i should be having the time of my life in 200 days
