I am such a terrible son

[dogedogedoge]

So many vent threads, hopefully I don't become known on here for being a depressed venting fag...

My mom tries SO hard. She tries to get me to make friends, she tries to get me to go do stuff with my roommates

its so annoying and i disregard it always, and sometimes im rude

she tries to do things i like to do with me, she plans things that i dont even want to do cuz she thinks i would want to, she buys me things she thinks i would like but im never appreciative.

I cant ever bond with her because I have past trauma from her, and im way too NT to get over it or anything

and I almost got my dad arrested one time but thats all Ill say on that

 

[Lamskiiii]

Hope it gets better bhai

 

[dogedogedoge]

Hope it gets better bhai

it wont, i wont change at all but i feel bad about it