I am suicidal.

[BigBoy]

For the entirely of my life i feel like my surroundings are forcing me to become someone I don't know. I can't remember the last time my own opinion had no affect on reality. People bother me too much, I just want to be alone. Every single night I am bombarded by constant worry and struggles that the pressure of my existence has cursed upon me. They all expect so much from me and I don't want to be. I am severely depressed and insecure of my looks, funny enough girls would come up to be and ask for my number on a daily- no, hourly basis whenever I go out, and I think it's they're just feeling pity for me since they've seen how disgusting I am- always complementing me on my beautiful "eyes and lips", maybe its for a dare I think to myself. I've joined the looksmaxxing community secretly while lying to my parents about using the public library to read books. I look nothing like everyone else, I have blonde hair and green-yellowish eyes and I wish I was like those who had pure jet black hair and eyes which stood out. My height isn't that great either, I'm only 6'5 225 pounds with a 7.8% bodyfat and I wish I had better genetics. People often make fun of me for it since my parents are 6'10 and 6'6, both considerably taller than me. Why am I such a failure?!! Working out feels like a struggle, I really do wish I had the genetics to have a 6 pack but yet I'm stuck here with a 8 pack, truly despisable. My parents are billionares, if they combine their wealth, they would be trillionares. My butlers get paid millions of dollars a month just so they could make comfort to me. These are all worthless possesions and the belongings I never asked for and I wish I had true love or something to keep me going. My friends are only girls and most of them are decent but I think I lack a real connection with them. I never really been able to hang out with guys and I don't know what they are like, but deep down I just know they are way better than me. Why does this world hate me? Why can't I just be normal and good looking? My parents never let me buy cars that I want, I just want to drive a Honda or a Toyota and wear baggy hoodies. Everyone is trying to control me, I wish I wasn't in a private school driving lamborghinis with 5 limbos and 20 bodyguards surrounding me everyday, it's like hell. I wish I had more friends and looked better, I wish I had a better life. I feel like my life is already over and living is already pointless, if theres anyone else with a similar experience please help me get through this

 

[appealmogs]

it gets better bro, hang in there

 

[bonesmasher245]

rock bottom kill yourself

 

[m4thewsonn1845]

Nga is 6’5 and says he’s suicidal

 

[rsj]

For the entirely of my life i feel like my surroundings are forcing me to become someone I don't know. I can't remember the last time my own opinion had no affect on reality. People bother me too much, I just want to be alone. Every single night I am bombarded by constant worry and struggles that the pressure of my existence has cursed upon me. They all expect so much from me and I don't want to be. I am severely depressed and insecure of my looks, funny enough girls would come up to be and ask for my number on a daily- no, hourly basis whenever I go out, and I think it's they're just feeling pity for me since they've seen how disgusting I am- always complementing me on my beautiful "eyes and lips", maybe its for a dare I think to myself. I've joined the looksmaxxing community secretly while lying to my parents about using the public library to read books. I look nothing like everyone else, I have blonde hair and green-yellowish eyes and I wish I was like those who had pure jet black hair and eyes which stood out. My height isn't that great either, I'm only 6'5 225 pounds with a 7.8% bodyfat and I wish I had better genetics. People often make fun of me for it since my parents are 6'10 and 6'6, both considerably taller than me. Why am I such a failure?!! Working out feels like a struggle, I really do wish I had the genetics to have a 6 pack but yet I'm stuck here with a 8 pack, truly despisable. My parents are billionares, if they combine their wealth, they would be trillionares. My butlers get paid millions of dollars a month just so they could make comfort to me. These are all worthless possesions and the belongings I never asked for and I wish I had true love or something to keep me going. My friends are only girls and most of them are decent but I think I lack a real connection with them. I never really been able to hang out with guys and I don't know what they are like, but deep down I just know they are way better than me. Why does this world hate me? Why can't I just be normal and good looking? My parents never let me buy cars that I want, I just want to drive a Honda or a Toyota and wear baggy hoodies. Everyone is trying to control me, I wish I wasn't in a private school driving lamborghinis with 5 limbos and 20 bodyguards surrounding me everyday, it's like hell. I wish I had more friends and looked better, I wish I had a better life. I feel like my life is already over and living is already pointless, if theres anyone else with a similar experience please help me get through this

"6'5 225 pounds with a 7.8% bodyfat and I wish I had better genetics" your a faggot

 

[Dravadre]

For the entirely of my life i feel like my surroundings are forcing me to become someone I don't know. I can't remember the last time my own opinion had no affect on reality. People bother me too much, I just want to be alone. Every single night I am bombarded by constant worry and struggles that the pressure of my existence has cursed upon me. They all expect so much from me and I don't want to be. I am severely depressed and insecure of my looks, funny enough girls would come up to be and ask for my number on a daily- no, hourly basis whenever I go out, and I think it's they're just feeling pity for me since they've seen how disgusting I am- always complementing me on my beautiful "eyes and lips", maybe its for a dare I think to myself. I've joined the looksmaxxing community secretly while lying to my parents about using the public library to read books. I look nothing like everyone else, I have blonde hair and green-yellowish eyes and I wish I was like those who had pure jet black hair and eyes which stood out. My height isn't that great either, I'm only 6'5 225 pounds with a 7.8% bodyfat and I wish I had better genetics. People often make fun of me for it since my parents are 6'10 and 6'6, both considerably taller than me. Why am I such a failure?!! Working out feels like a struggle, I really do wish I had the genetics to have a 6 pack but yet I'm stuck here with a 8 pack, truly despisable. My parents are billionares, if they combine their wealth, they would be trillionares. My butlers get paid millions of dollars a month just so they could make comfort to me. These are all worthless possesions and the belongings I never asked for and I wish I had true love or something to keep me going. My friends are only girls and most of them are decent but I think I lack a real connection with them. I never really been able to hang out with guys and I don't know what they are like, but deep down I just know they are way better than me. Why does this world hate me? Why can't I just be normal and good looking? My parents never let me buy cars that I want, I just want to drive a Honda or a Toyota and wear baggy hoodies. Everyone is trying to control me, I wish I wasn't in a private school driving lamborghinis with 5 limbos and 20 bodyguards surrounding me everyday, it's like hell. I wish I had more friends and looked better, I wish I had a better life. I feel like my life is already over and living is already pointless, if theres anyone else with a similar experience please help me get through this

You are not disgusting. You are not a failure. You are a human being in profound psychological pain, trapped in a golden cage that makes it almost impossible for others to see the wounds you carry. Please, don’t give up. The fact that you wrote this, reaching out into the void, tells me that a part of you still hopes for something better. That part is real. Nurture it. Your life hasn’t even begun in the ways that actually matter.

Also seek professional help immediately.

 

[_Zygomatic_]

dnrd nigga next time save yourself the effort of writing some bullshit shitpost

 

[_Zygomatic_]

You are not disgusting. You are not a failure. You are a human being in profound psychological pain, trapped in a golden cage that makes it almost impossible for others to see the wounds you carry. Please, don’t give up. The fact that you wrote this, reaching out into the void, tells me that a part of you still hopes for something better. That part is real. Nurture it. Your life hasn’t even begun in the ways that actually matter.

Also seek professional help immediately.

nigga this is clearly the biggest larp ever created

 

[Dravadre]

nigga this is clearly the biggest larp ever created

ehhh probably is but you never know

 

[_Zygomatic_]

ehhh probably is but you never know

i’m pretty sure his parents are not 6’10 and 6’6 not to mention any of the other bullshit

 

[appealmogs]

it gets better bro, hang in there

hold up i just read again

your a lying retard

fuck you

 

[BigBoy]

hold up i just read again

your a lying retard

fuck you

I've been surrounded by women to the point where I feel numb, no one knows how it feels.

 

[appealmogs]

I've been surrounded by women to the point where I feel numb, no one knows how it feels.

 

[alladinbvs]

My butlers get paid millions of dollars a month just so they could make comfort to me

nigga you bruce wayne or what

 

[Robertski]

For the entirely of my life i feel like my surroundings are forcing me to become someone I don't know. I can't remember the last time my own opinion had no affect on reality. People bother me too much, I just want to be alone. Every single night I am bombarded by constant worry and struggles that the pressure of my existence has cursed upon me. They all expect so much from me and I don't want to be. I am severely depressed and insecure of my looks, funny enough girls would come up to be and ask for my number on a daily- no, hourly basis whenever I go out, and I think it's they're just feeling pity for me since they've seen how disgusting I am- always complementing me on my beautiful "eyes and lips", maybe its for a dare I think to myself. I've joined the looksmaxxing community secretly while lying to my parents about using the public library to read books. I look nothing like everyone else, I have blonde hair and green-yellowish eyes and I wish I was like those who had pure jet black hair and eyes which stood out. My height isn't that great either, I'm only 6'5 225 pounds with a 7.8% bodyfat and I wish I had better genetics. People often make fun of me for it since my parents are 6'10 and 6'6, both considerably taller than me. Why am I such a failure?!! Working out feels like a struggle, I really do wish I had the genetics to have a 6 pack but yet I'm stuck here with a 8 pack, truly despisable. My parents are billionares, if they combine their wealth, they would be trillionares. My butlers get paid millions of dollars a month just so they could make comfort to me. These are all worthless possesions and the belongings I never asked for and I wish I had true love or something to keep me going. My friends are only girls and most of them are decent but I think I lack a real connection with them. I never really been able to hang out with guys and I don't know what they are like, but deep down I just know they are way better than me. Why does this world hate me? Why can't I just be normal and good looking? My parents never let me buy cars that I want, I just want to drive a Honda or a Toyota and wear baggy hoodies. Everyone is trying to control me, I wish I wasn't in a private school driving lamborghinis with 5 limbos and 20 bodyguards surrounding me everyday, it's like hell. I wish I had more friends and looked better, I wish I had a better life. I feel like my life is already over and living is already pointless, if theres anyone else with a similar experience please help me get through this

It’s some jester trying to be funny DNR

 

[lordway]

You are not disgusting. You are not a failure. You are a human being in profound psychological pain, trapped in a golden cage that makes it almost impossible for others to see the wounds you carry. Please, don’t give up. The fact that you wrote this, reaching out into the void, tells me that a part of you still hopes for something better. That part is real. Nurture it. Your life hasn’t even begun in the ways that actually matter.

Also seek professional help immediately.

how you falling for the most ovbious larp

 

[dyelbro]

For the entirely of my life i feel like my surroundings are forcing me to become someone I don't know. I can't remember the last time my own opinion had no affect on reality. People bother me too much, I just want to be alone. Every single night I am bombarded by constant worry and struggles that the pressure of my existence has cursed upon me. They all expect so much from me and I don't want to be. I am severely depressed and insecure of my looks, funny enough girls would come up to be and ask for my number on a daily- no, hourly basis whenever I go out, and I think it's they're just feeling pity for me since they've seen how disgusting I am- always complementing me on my beautiful "eyes and lips", maybe its for a dare I think to myself. I've joined the looksmaxxing community secretly while lying to my parents about using the public library to read books. I look nothing like everyone else, I have blonde hair and green-yellowish eyes and I wish I was like those who had pure jet black hair and eyes which stood out. My height isn't that great either, I'm only 6'5 225 pounds with a 7.8% bodyfat and I wish I had better genetics. People often make fun of me for it since my parents are 6'10 and 6'6, both considerably taller than me. Why am I such a failure?!! Working out feels like a struggle, I really do wish I had the genetics to have a 6 pack but yet I'm stuck here with a 8 pack, truly despisable. My parents are billionares, if they combine their wealth, they would be trillionares. My butlers get paid millions of dollars a month just so they could make comfort to me. These are all worthless possesions and the belongings I never asked for and I wish I had true love or something to keep me going. My friends are only girls and most of them are decent but I think I lack a real connection with them. I never really been able to hang out with guys and I don't know what they are like, but deep down I just know they are way better than me. Why does this world hate me? Why can't I just be normal and good looking? My parents never let me buy cars that I want, I just want to drive a Honda or a Toyota and wear baggy hoodies. Everyone is trying to control me, I wish I wasn't in a private school driving lamborghinis with 5 limbos and 20 bodyguards surrounding me everyday, it's like hell. I wish I had more friends and looked better, I wish I had a better life. I feel like my life is already over and living is already pointless, if theres anyone else with a similar experience please help me get through this

obvious troll dnrd