I am terrified to lose my virginity ):

[puppyboy264]

A lot of young men are terrified of being intimate with a women

This is the reality for a lot of young men these days. They are so rejected, lonely, isolated and thoroughly beaten down that the mere act of intimacy, being vulnerable and naked next to them fills them with overwhelming amount of shame, disgust. It's not as simple as low T just inject because...

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Il look through this later and share my opinion a bit more thank u!!

 

[fantamaxxer]

Lose it as fast as possible,
one day you will look like me

 

[Aox Ofwar]

this is gonna be a bit of a long post so buckle in >_<

ive mentioned this on here before but I am still a virgin, not because nobody wants me but because I am kinda waiting for the right person T-T

I feel like if i lose it to someone who doesn't match what i want il feel impure and dirty
i would wanna lose it with a girl that knows me pretty well, likes me alot, is also a virgin and will kinda help me through it and i help her kinda ^u^

for a while i was genuinely ready to do it with my ex, but then she dumped me x-x
we still talk once or twice every two or three weeks and the connection is still kinda there but im moving to a different continent after summer so I probably wont see her for atleast 5-6 years TwT

I always thought she was perfect cuz i think she is the prettiest girl ive ever seen i am still very attracted to her and she also really liked me and she was a virgin ewe
its probably not gonna happen any more and i doubt she would wait 5 years owo (though it is not out of her character to do so?)

it feels really akward atm >~< i have been going to hangouts/ parties alot these past few months and a couple of girls have offered me and i have turned them down (which feels horrible to do because its usually a pretty intimate moment when they initiate T-T)

the worst part is that i tend to talk to older girls more and most older girls usually aren't virgins and as i grow up the numbers will decrease and stuff ewe

I guess in reality this is yet another post on how much i miss my ex and her attention:/
but its getting to the point where i am not 100% sure if i would wanna lose it to her just because how she has been treating me recently (having me on delivered for days and kinda avoiding talking to me)

she doesn't fully know im moving away so idk TwT

If she was still with me i wouldn't even be on here cuz she already i was the most handsome boy ever to her ^w^
i wonder if she still thinks that way
guys should i text her
pls say yes
i really miss her and i don't mind double texting

i also find it very difficult to be attracted to any girl after her because any time im having a conversation with a girl and realize she is not 100% like my ex i become uninterested and disillusioned ewe

AAAAAA I MISS MY EX
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Genuinely why do you talk like that

 

[CollioureViews]

also i don't wanna be mean or anything but i have gotten vulnerable around more than one person and id prefer it to come naturally rather than from just a cold transaction ^_^

i hope you kinda get my point!

again its kinda personal owo
i am a pretty bold person and even though i naturally get shy in intimate moments i can stand my ground o.o

Yeah brother, humans are complex.

We change a lot, maybe that's the point I was tryna get across.

I now view sex as a sacred act, which can come across as contradictory if you look at the way I talk on this forum (born out of habit).

In a nutshell, I grew up extremely prudish. Then I bathed in sin and indulgence for nearly 2 decades. Now I'm trying to turn away from that lifestyle, and it's a daily struggle.

However,

The sanctity of sex doesn't really exist unless you're a believer. If you are secular, as I was for a long time, building up sex as something big or meaningful is a waste of your time. That's the point I was tryna get across.

 

[Iblame2023]

i have been going to hangouts/ parties alot these past few months and a couple of girls have offered me

jfl they must also have down sydrome

 

[iwishicouldbediff]

Gayest thread i've ever seen

 

[NinjaRG9]

Bump

 

[shedontluv-U]

Lose it as fast as possible,
one day you will look like me

What you look like ?

 

[fantamaxxer]

What you look like ?

bad. but i meant the guy on my pfp

 

[fedecope]

u replied to my post 6 time

maybe ur a homosexual and ur just projecting

thats okay i accept you but its not a good outlet lolz :3

you got me

 

[nsk4ll]

mods be letting anyone in to this forum