i am the most lonely person ever

[9diz]

ever since i was young, i would always switch around friend groups, i was never the type who would be involved in group chats or events just because i would purely go off and do my own thing, and as it adjusted i am just a mutual who is there in the background, im a genuine npc..
im literally a 5'11, 16 , mmtn with a ''hmtn side'' (6.8/10 side harmony faceiq and rated by incels on my main), i have a girlfriend who i EVEN CHEATED ON so im due to lose that relationship too, my family doesnt even talk to me wholely because i cut them off from daily interactions, i even see the genuine subhumans being more happy than me, in a friendgroup that is active and loving.

i know i dont have it bad at all compared to others, and facially i can get better from softmaxxes and puberty, but i genuinely cry myself to sleep every night like a fucking loser and the only person i had trusted to tell this to was my gf, who was supportive..

im also on a paroxetine dose 50mg due to diagnosis of depression and symptoms linked to PTSD ( in events i cannot mention)

 

[9diz]

i know i dont have it bad compared to others but it was good letting stuff out

 

[komaru]

feeling lonely and being lonely are two different things. you're capable of social interaction

 

[ticklefoids]

ever since i was young, i would always switch around friend groups, i was never the type who would be involved in group chats or events just because i would purely go off and do my own thing, and as it adjusted i am just a mutual who is there in the background, im a genuine npc..
im literally a 5'11, 16 , mmtn with a ''hmtn side'' (6.8/10 side harmony faceiq and rated by incels on my main), i have a girlfriend who i EVEN CHEATED ON so im due to lose that relationship too, my family doesnt even talk to me wholely because i cut them off from daily interactions, i even see the genuine subhumans being more happy than me, in a friendgroup that is active and loving.

i know i dont have it bad at all compared to others, and facially i can get better from softmaxxes and puberty, but i genuinely cry myself to sleep every night like a fucking loser and the only person i had trusted to tell this to was my gf, who was supportive..

im also on a paroxetine dose 50mg due to diagnosis of depression and symptoms linked to PTSD ( in events i cannot mention)

just hop on roids and dont care abt anything

 

[itssoover0457]

why did u cheat on ur gf

 

[shlong29292]

Dw im an actual subhuman

 

[blahbluhblah]

why did u cheat on ur gf

hes probably "avoidant attachment" aka low eq

 

[9diz]

why did u cheat on ur gf

i was manipulated into doing it

 

[ruikundumb]

sounds self inflicted. I mean you can get friends but just choose not to stay with them and you got a gf but cheated on her. This just isnt looks related

 

[ruikundumb]

i was manipulated into doing it

still your fault for being retard

 

[cynical]

ever since i was young, i would always switch around friend groups, i was never the type who would be involved in group chats or events just because i would purely go off and do my own thing, and as it adjusted i am just a mutual who is there in the background, im a genuine npc..
im literally a 5'11, 16 , mmtn with a ''hmtn side'' (6.8/10 side harmony faceiq and rated by incels on my main), i have a girlfriend who i EVEN CHEATED ON so im due to lose that relationship too, my family doesnt even talk to me wholely because i cut them off from daily interactions, i even see the genuine subhumans being more happy than me, in a friendgroup that is active and loving.

i know i dont have it bad at all compared to others, and facially i can get better from softmaxxes and puberty, but i genuinely cry myself to sleep every night like a fucking loser and the only person i had trusted to tell this to was my gf, who was supportive..

im also on a paroxetine dose 50mg due to diagnosis of depression and symptoms linked to PTSD ( in events i cannot mention)

Sounds like ur own fault bro

 

[9diz]

sounds self inflicted. I mean you can get friends but just choose not to stay with them and you got a gf but cheated on her. This just isnt looks related

yeah because im a retard and ill never amount to anything in life im truly and utterly lost and i cant deal with anything anymore

 

[itssoover0457]

i was manipulated into doing it

i couldnt get a gf if i tried and u cheated on her bro how could u

 

[9diz]

i couldnt get a gf if i tried and u cheated on her bro how could u

yeah because im a retard and ill never amount to anything in life im truly and utterly lost and i cant deal with anything anymore

^

 

[R0T]

ever since i was young, i would always switch around friend groups, i was never the type who would be involved in group chats or events just because i would purely go off and do my own thing, and as it adjusted i am just a mutual who is there in the background, im a genuine npc..
im literally a 5'11, 16 , mmtn with a ''hmtn side'' (6.8/10 side harmony faceiq and rated by incels on my main), i have a girlfriend who i EVEN CHEATED ON so im due to lose that relationship too, my family doesnt even talk to me wholely because i cut them off from daily interactions, i even see the genuine subhumans being more happy than me, in a friendgroup that is active and loving.

i know i dont have it bad at all compared to others, and facially i can get better from softmaxxes and puberty, but i genuinely cry myself to sleep every night like a fucking loser and the only person i had trusted to tell this to was my gf, who was supportive..

im also on a paroxetine dose 50mg due to diagnosis of depression and symptoms linked to PTSD ( in events i cannot mention)

im in the exact same situation except im mostly known for a sport

 

[9diz]

im in the exact same situation except im mostly known for a sport

yeah same its just useless in the uk, playing for a school team in the uk is just utterly useless and doesnt get you anywhere unlike america

 

[R0T]

yeah same its just useless in the uk, playing for a school team in the uk is just utterly useless and doesnt get you anywhere unlike america

bro ive been to national events for my sport and im still not in any groupchats or involved in any friend groups

i guess its because i didnt integrate myself well in middle school

 

[9diz]

bro ive been to national events for my sport and im still not in any groupchats or involved in any friend groups

i guess its because i didnt integrate myself well in middle school

neither did i, im glad to see someone else in a similar situation, im literally alone and i feel like a bitch

 

[blahbluhblah]

bro ive been to national events for my sport and im still not in any groupchats or involved in any friend groups

i guess its because i didnt integrate myself well in middle school

im in the same boat, i have so many friends at school, everyone likes me, but im not in any groupchats.

i only have 3 or 4 real friends that i spend time with, but i only hang out with them when i am mountain biking.

 

[9diz]

im in the same boat, i have so many friends at school, everyone likes me, but im not in any groupchats.

i only have 3 or 4 real friends that i spend time with, but i only hang out with them when i am mountain biking.

i wish i had someone to hangout with except my gf

 

[R0T]

neither did i, im glad to see someone else in a similar situation, im literally alone and i feel like a bitch

I mean the way i see it is im gonna create a friend group in uni cuz its like a fresh start.

You dont gotta feel like a bitch, you just need to master being by yourself and at peace with that

 

[R0T]

im in the same boat, i have so many friends at school, everyone likes me, but im not in any groupchats.

i only have 3 or 4 real friends that i spend time with, but i only hang out with them when i am mountain biking.

im ngl its chill being like that. Having a shit ton of friends in school makes it easier to enjoy school.

And look bro at least you got those real friends to hang with outside of school