chudcell999
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I've always had excellent control over my emotions when something upsets me I don't get violent or throw things matter of fact I'm rarely angry I never scream or yell. And I know when to just let stuff go just to spare argument but one emotion I've never had control over is my sadness and it's almost my default emotion when I'm I experience negative interactions with another human beings for example one time 8th grade I over heard a group of girls making fun of me for being fat despite the fact these ghetto hoes were chopped asf. But I couldn't stop thinking negative thoughts about myself My throat instantly began to tighten up almost like I had a concrete ball in it and even though I was pep talking myself I couldn't control the tears that ran down my face
every since I could remember I subconsciously always knew I was never good enough