I am thinking about killing myself

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“Permanent solution to temporary problems” except my problems arent temporary. I was thinking about my life and wether if i am worth living anymore or not and i have come to the realization that i am a nd autistic good for nothing piece of shit loser that is unwanted and i have no personality no exceptional skills and the only way i am “popular” is how i was the class trash can in the first 2 years of highschool so now every time i try to socialize in my class everyone looks at me and thinks “oh its that autistic ugly loser that was obese the last 2 years and is barely human” and also the reasons i wish to kill myself are not just that i cant get in a relationship and i am khhv at 18 and i am undesirable and unloveable but its also that i have a social anxiety from about 10 years of bullying because of how i looked and i wasnt trying in school until last year when i realized that iq is law but i still cant recover all the years till next summer when i have an exam that dictates the quality of my life from then on.
So in conclusion i have 0 social skills, i am categorized as autistic, i am ltn with lmtn potential without surgeries, i am unwanted, i am useless and in 4 weeks the hardest and most stressful year of my life will start and i already experienced the “peak years” of my life and i can conclude that my life is not worth living.
I will probably commit between this day and 6th September.
 
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Max out your potential first, and if you still feel like roping do it :lul:
 
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Man don’t rope but I gotta be honest, I didn’t read allat. Please keep it to a minimum.
 
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give it your absolute all, as one final goodbye. or if you choose to stay after you do that, then good for you. if u dont then im sorry bhai
 
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“Permanent solution to temporary problems” except my problems arent temporary. I was thinking about my life and wether if i am worth living anymore or not and i have come to the realization that i am a nd autistic good for nothing piece of shit loser that is unwanted and i have no personality no exceptional skills and the only way i am “popular” is how i was the class trash can in the first 2 years of highschool so now every time i try to socialize in my class everyone looks at me and thinks “oh its that autistic ugly loser that was obese the last 2 years and is barely human” and also the reasons i wish to kill myself are not just that i cant get in a relationship and i am khhv at 18 and i am undesirable and unloveable but its also that i have a social anxiety from about 10 years of bullying because of how i looked and i wasnt trying in school until last year when i realized that iq is law but i still cant recover all the years till next summer when i have an exam that dictates the quality of my life from then on.
So in conclusion i have 0 social skills, i am categorized as autistic, i am ltn with lmtn potential without surgeries, i am unwanted, i am useless and in 4 weeks the hardest and most stressful year of my life will start and i already experienced the “peak years” of my life and i can conclude that my life is not worth living.
I will probably commit between this day and 6th September.
not worth it
 
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Dnr do it idfc
 
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I am thinking about killing myself​

“Permanent solution to temporary problems” except my problems arent temporary. I was thinking about my life and wether if i am worth living anymore or not and i have come to the realization that i am a nd autistic good for nothing piece of shit loser that is unwanted and i have no personality no exceptional skills and the only way i am “popular” is how i was the class trash can in the first 2 years of highschool so now every time i try to socialize in my class everyone looks at me and thinks “oh its that autistic ugly loser that was obese the last 2 years and is barely human” and also the reasons i wish to kill myself are not just that i cant get in a relationship and i am khhv at 18 and i am undesirable and unloveable but its also that i have a social anxiety from about 10 years of bullying because of how i looked and i wasnt trying in school until last year when i realized that iq is law but i still cant recover all the years till next summer when i have an exam that dictates the quality of my life from then on.
So in conclusion i have 0 social skills, i am categorized as autistic, i am ltn with lmtn potential without surgeries, i am unwanted, i am useless and in 4 weeks the hardest and most stressful year of my life will start and i already experienced the “peak years” of my life and i can conclude that my life is not worth living.
I will probably commit between this day and 6th September.
 
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“Permanent solution to temporary problems” except my problems arent temporary. I was thinking about my life and wether if i am worth living anymore or not and i have come to the realization that i am a nd autistic good for nothing piece of shit loser that is unwanted and i have no personality no exceptional skills and the only way i am “popular” is how i was the class trash can in the first 2 years of highschool so now every time i try to socialize in my class everyone looks at me and thinks “oh its that autistic ugly loser that was obese the last 2 years and is barely human” and also the reasons i wish to kill myself are not just that i cant get in a relationship and i am khhv at 18 and i am undesirable and unloveable but its also that i have a social anxiety from about 10 years of bullying because of how i looked and i wasnt trying in school until last year when i realized that iq is law but i still cant recover all the years till next summer when i have an exam that dictates the quality of my life from then on.
So in conclusion i have 0 social skills, i am categorized as autistic, i am ltn with lmtn potential without surgeries, i am unwanted, i am useless and in 4 weeks the hardest and most stressful year of my life will start and i already experienced the “peak years” of my life and i can conclude that my life is not worth living.
I will probably commit between this day and 6th September.
jarvis, im low on rep
 
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Since ur gonna be killing urself can I have ur credit card?
 
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