skvidro
Iron
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- Oct 10, 2025
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I hate life so much I hate everything and it’s not like I have a bad life I have 2 parents that are really nice and do everything for me I have 2 friends ye maybe not the best but still they are kinda nice I have girls confessing to me but I don’t know if that was a joke or a prank so I said no but the truth is I hate myself for myself I don’t know way I just do it I am a disappointment both my parents have masters or whatever the highest degree is called they spend allot of money for tuiters for me but wen the time comes to get in a new school I can’t Ofc it’s all my fault cuz I was the one that should have studied more but I can’t idk way I feel week and worthless I am 14 now I look like shit I get bullied I am 186cm 73kg I do swimming I will link a photo of myself I can’t get my thoughts to work I can’t concentrate I hate how I know people that say ther life is hard but ther parents make 5k a month they get all the news gear they have a lot of friends they are not bullied they are smart album still they are soooo so depressed that they have to post it on tiktok and I don’t anderstans that like way post way? I don’t like talking about my feelings ther is this girl I like a she is nice but I don’t know if she likes me or is just vierdead out by me she knows me irl but we live 3h away so we text allot I went to see her to day we spent the day and I had fun but she looked weirded out by me like I was a monster and I don’t know way is it my looks but she has seen me before and like I am a bich so ofc wen I get on the buss I send her a video of sights you are chopped and she replays you are not chopped but I don’t know I think she is just being nice I went to the pool and I want to post a tiktok story and she takes my phone and says she doesn’t want to be in it but after like 10 sec she says she wants to be in it and I don’t know if she feelt bad at thet moment or what.
I hate 98% of people I talk to cuz I don’t know I just do the only 2 people I can talk to whiteout wanting to Kms is a guy from my swimming club and a girl I talk about already every one else is annoying I hate them but I can’t stop talking to them and idk way? When I txt them I think way am I texting them I don’t want to but I still do. I have never experienced teen love or romance I haven’t had a real kiss before and only held a girls arm cuz I was in a folk dancing club I think in this world you need a partner but I can’t get one I really hope no one I know finds this or I am done.
I hate 98% of people I talk to cuz I don’t know I just do the only 2 people I can talk to whiteout wanting to Kms is a guy from my swimming club and a girl I talk about already every one else is annoying I hate them but I can’t stop talking to them and idk way? When I txt them I think way am I texting them I don’t want to but I still do. I have never experienced teen love or romance I haven’t had a real kiss before and only held a girls arm cuz I was in a folk dancing club I think in this world you need a partner but I can’t get one I really hope no one I know finds this or I am done.
