ElliotRodgerJr
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Its crazy, a month ago I would've only dreamt of being where I am right now. I was video chatting with my girlfriend throughout the whole conversation couldn't stop thinking just how detached I am from the normal world. Pretty good at hiding it now but I'm still mentally fucked from years of domestic abuse, school bullying, having zero friends until 15. I sincerely hate my parents, my dad for being violent towards me and my mom for letting him. My classmates for physically and mentally tormenting me, my teachers for not doing anything. I hate the creator, if he does exist, for making me the way I am. And now that I've lost my virginity and went from zero sexual activity to having an active sex life and a romantic relationship, I feel more dog shit than ever before. Sure, she keeps saying how she misses me, loves me and all that, but 24/7, day and night, all I can think about is that she is cheating on me, she is lying just to fuck with my head. They are all fucking lying, I'm so sick of this just let this ride end. I can barely relate to her, there were moments where I'd not say a word for 1-2 minutes and she'd ask me something, and only then did I talk. Blackpill has infested my brain, I feel nauseous after talking with her.
That's it, I know everyone's gonna say "din red" to get 12 funny reactions, whatever.
That's it, I know everyone's gonna say "din red" to get 12 funny reactions, whatever.