I am uglier now than when i joined .org

[Andremln]

To contextualize my situation, i am 19, i lurked for like a year and a half before officially joining, my whole lower third and midface are hypoplastic, especially in forward growth. Soon after joining and learning more about facial aesthetics and dentofacial deformities i knew i had to get Jaw Surgery + Infraorbital Malar Implants, but, i had to save up, which i've been doing, and i am close to getting there, i am 100% sure that i will be getting Bimax next year, and as for Implants, if i don't get them paired with the DJS ill wait 2 years to get them.

That is not the problem, what actually is, is that when puberty started or when it was in its mid phase (and i joined the forum), i just was boneless all around, just ugly but without looking creepy or uncanny, but as the years have passed my face became much more dimorphic, which, by itself isn't necessarily a bad phenomenom, but combined with my piece of shit midface and jaws, i now look disgusting, i know, this is water, aging is suicidefuel, but i just wanted to vent about it.

My zygos grew laterally, a lot, same as my gonions, my browridge is close to neanderthal tier, while i have a deformed midface, maxilla and jaw, small mouth, weird eyes. I've been scrolling through old pictures and i at least looked a bit cute when i was 13/14, which is probably why i had some female "friendships", but as i kept growing i lost contact, but to be fair it could have been a me problem, because i've lost most male friendships as well, i currently only have one friend but he moved to another city so i am completely isolated, i feel like a bug when i have to go out, i might just cover my face permanently with a neck gaiter + long hair until i get surgery done, its not like i have social life anyways, i already am a fuck up.

 

[niccolo]

To contextualize my situation, i am 19, i lurked for like a year and a half before officially joining, my whole lower third and midface are hypoplastic, especially in forward growth. Soon after joining and learning more about facial aesthetics and dentofacial deformities i knew i had to get Jaw Surgery + Infraorbital Malar Implants, but, i had to save up, which i've been doing, and i am close to getting there, i am 100% sure that i will be getting Bimax next year, and as for Implants, if i don't get them paired with the DJS ill wait 2 years to get them.

That is not the problem, what actually is, is that when puberty started or when it was in its mid phase (and i joined the forum), i just was boneless all around, just ugly but without looking creepy or uncanny, but as the years have passed my face became much more dimorphic, which, by itself isn't necessarily a bad phenomenom, but combined with my piece of shit midface and jaws, i now look disgusting, i know, this is water, aging is suicidefuel, but i just wanted to vent about it.

My zygos grew laterally, a lot, same as my gonions, my browridge is close to neanderthal tier, while i have a deformed midface, maxilla and jaw, small mouth, weird eyes. I've been scrolling through old pictures and i at least looked a bit cute when i was 13/14, which is probably why i had some female "friendships", but as i kept growing i lost contact, but to be fair it could have been a me problem, because i've lost most male friendships as well, i currently only have one friend but he moved to another city so i am completely isolated, i feel like a bug when i have to go out, i might just cover my face permanently with a neck gaiter + long hair until i get surgery done, its not like i have social life anyways, i already am a fuck up.

 

[mewzilla]

To contextualize my situation, i am 19, i lurked for like a year and a half before officially joining, my whole lower third and midface are hypoplastic, especially in forward growth. Soon after joining and learning more about facial aesthetics and dentofacial deformities i knew i had to get Jaw Surgery + Infraorbital Malar Implants, but, i had to save up, which i've been doing, and i am close to getting there, i am 100% sure that i will be getting Bimax next year, and as for Implants, if i don't get them paired with the DJS ill wait 2 years to get them.

That is not the problem, what actually is, is that when puberty started or when it was in its mid phase (and i joined the forum), i just was boneless all around, just ugly but without looking creepy or uncanny, but as the years have passed my face became much more dimorphic, which, by itself isn't necessarily a bad phenomenom, but combined with my piece of shit midface and jaws, i now look disgusting, i know, this is water, aging is suicidefuel, but i just wanted to vent about it.

My zygos grew laterally, a lot, same as my gonions, my browridge is close to neanderthal tier, while i have a deformed midface, maxilla and jaw, small mouth, weird eyes. I've been scrolling through old pictures and i at least looked a bit cute when i was 13/14, which is probably why i had some female "friendships", but as i kept growing i lost contact, but to be fair it could have been a me problem, because i've lost most male friendships as well, i currently only have one friend but he moved to another city so i am completely isolated, i feel like a bug when i have to go out, i might just cover my face permanently with a neck gaiter + long hair until i get surgery done, its not like i have social life anyways, i already am a fuck up.

basically what being a young cutecel is.
good luck with your surgeries. also go to therapy, surgery on its own wont ever ever EVER make you secure,

 

[Andremln]

A piece of advice for any new users would be to learn as much as possible about dentofacial deformities and how they affect aesthetics, evaluate if you need X procedure, get a consultation to confirm and just leave the forum and get your money up, don't stress about which surgeon to get if the problem is orthognathic, just make sure it is not a bluepilled moralfag, you should be able to tell by their website and philosophy of work if they talk about it

As for implants go with a narcy top notch surgeon tho

 

[ykls.]

loosing friends is so hard while imagining the good old time

 

[Andremln]

basically what being a young cutecel is.
good luck with your surgeries. also go to therapy, surgery on its own wont ever ever EVER make you secure,

Thanks, and yeah i have contemplated therapy but after surgery, i used to talk with a user who had a really fried up brain from years of isolation and bullying, he self medicated with nootropics + psychological therapy and seemed to be doing great, he told me that in his case, the time needed to repair his brain was half the time it has been getting damaged.

Personally i have been developing new symptoms from chronic isolation and social/sexual exclusion, now sometimes when i go out and there's people my age too close to me, my jaw and hands start shivering and i get stiff, this is new for me, and i've been having erectile dysfunction problems, performance anxiety they call it.

 

[zimione]

To contextualize my situation, i am 19, i lurked for like a year and a half before officially joining, my whole lower third and midface are hypoplastic, especially in forward growth. Soon after joining and learning more about facial aesthetics and dentofacial deformities i knew i had to get Jaw Surgery + Infraorbital Malar Implants, but, i had to save up, which i've been doing, and i am close to getting there, i am 100% sure that i will be getting Bimax next year, and as for Implants, if i don't get them paired with the DJS ill wait 2 years to get them.

That is not the problem, what actually is, is that when puberty started or when it was in its mid phase (and i joined the forum), i just was boneless all around, just ugly but without looking creepy or uncanny, but as the years have passed my face became much more dimorphic, which, by itself isn't necessarily a bad phenomenom, but combined with my piece of shit midface and jaws, i now look disgusting, i know, this is water, aging is suicidefuel, but i just wanted to vent about it.

My zygos grew laterally, a lot, same as my gonions, my browridge is close to neanderthal tier, while i have a deformed midface, maxilla and jaw, small mouth, weird eyes. I've been scrolling through old pictures and i at least looked a bit cute when i was 13/14, which is probably why i had some female "friendships", but as i kept growing i lost contact, but to be fair it could have been a me problem, because i've lost most male friendships as well, i currently only have one friend but he moved to another city so i am completely isolated, i feel like a bug when i have to go out, i might just cover my face permanently with a neck gaiter + long hair until i get surgery done, its not like i have social life anyways, i already am a fuck up.

Dnr the last thing. But I feel bad for u, I hope we both ascend

 

[cowmuncher26]

sorry

 

[botchedbytufano]

You grew up.

 

[mewzilla]

You grew up.

was this supposed to be tuff
he said he grew up in the thread

 

[botchedbytufano]

was this supposed to be tuff
he said he grew up in the thread

Not much more you can say his getting mad at things he can’t control