nsk4ll
a delusion a day keeps the rope away
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but girls show no interest in me. i don't get why this happens, the average height in my school is like 5'7, many are short. there are some exceptional tall ones but still they are usually very ugly facially. but i am facially decent, height-wise decent (only in where i live). i really don't understand it, how does world even work? i have a 5'4 brown classmate with awful face, yet girls show interest in him??? what the fuck is that, i dont think he has a girlfreind but women are friends with him. why not me? what am i doing wrong? just because i am aspie doesnt mean i shall be excluded from socializing. this world is so twisted and cruel. my life last 2-3 years have been a living hell full of misery. my every attempt at socializing with my classmates or people at school end up them making fun of the way i get anxious, not in a lighthearted way but they outright call me 'autistic retard'?? this is so unfair, women being the way they are doesn't help either.my only social life if you even consider org a place to socialize is here, i talk to no one but you people.


