I became insensitive to everything

[Whatashame]

I have no feelings anymore. No love, no passion, no happiness, no sadness, no empathy. I used to think about people i loved dying so i could cry but that doesnt work now. Its just sad, life has no purpose at this point, theres nothing to fight for. It started around 2 years ago, locking myself , playing only video games, watching gore, and learning how people fucked me with circumcision and braces gave me complete apathy.

This also explains why i got so much into this vanity subjects, other than trying to learn how to de-deform a face, it is because once you cant feel pleasure yourself, all it rests is to hope people at least sees you well. Once you cant live life anymore, you just want others to think you can. This texts can look like an edgy cringe teenager thing but im actually serious, i never felt this way in my life and now im completely hopeless, evident by where im venting about this.

 

[extremchange628181]

same same same. Emotionaly I want to give up but I think there might be hope. If I get my surgerys and still be ugly I will be ropemaxing

 

[Whatashame]

same same same. Emotionaly I want to give up but I think there might be hope. If I get my surgerys and still be ugly I will be ropemaxing

A lot of human pain is caused when at the same time u see the worst possibility is the most likely to be the true, you still feel hope. If its not something very objective and measurable, it easily becomes a vicious cicle of frustration that never ends.

 

[Whatashame]

But i will do the same soon, but instead of surgery it will be with fin. I will check my hormones, try to fix imbalances and then go into fin, if i feel syntomps i will just rope. It will be not a vain, stupid cause, but just the the last straw that broke the camels back.

 

[extremchange628181]

But i will do the same soon, but instead of surgery it will be with fin. I will check my hormones, try to fix imbalances and then go into fin, if i feel syntomps i will just rope. It will be not a vain, stupid cause, but just the the last straw that broke the camels back.

Show yourself bro

 

[DelonLover1999]

how bad is circumcision tho?

 

[Whatashame]

how bad is circumcision tho?

pretty bad, 20% of pleasure decrease, hard masturbation and lubrification, blowjob worse because u have no frenulum and with time the tendecy is just to get less and less pleasure due to keratinaation of the gland