I became too blackpilled too early tbh

[Abhorrence]

i gave up on life

 

[Deleted member 32410]

Life is a comedy.

Women are the negro of the world they paint their fsce and dance for us. They basically do whoreface and act like submissive dogs and it’s normalized.

We’re just animals. Animals are peculiar disgusting and evil. No amount of internet or technology or “advancement” will mask the weird rituals we just accept

It’s all pointless and bizzare from an external POV no point in caring tbh.

 

[Abhorrence]

Life is a comedy.

Women are the negro of the world they paint their fsce and dance for us. They basically do whoreface and act like submissive dogs and it’s normalized.

We’re just animals. Animals are peculiar disgusting and evil. No amount of internet or technology or “advancement” will mask the weird rituals we just accept

It’s all pointless and bizzare from an external POV no point in caring tbh.

i feel like a lonely god

 

[Deleted member 32410]

i feel like a lonely god

No ur a cockroach like all of us . Imagine what an alien would think.

We’ll be dust soon. We’re disgusting biological creatures it’s actually gross to exist tbh. I mean what the actual fuck it’s terrifying we are these weird predatorial bipedals it’s so horrifying

 

[Abhorrence]

No ur a cockroach like all of us . Imagine what an alien would think.

yeah they prolly see us as some cattle they dont even bother to come in contact with us

or maybe they dont exist idk

 

[Deleted member 32410]

yeah they prolly see us as some cattle they dont even bother to come in contact with us

or maybe they dont exist idk

Not even cattle just like weird like put yourself in their shoes and imagine a human. Such an ugly weird creature. I would imagine they would see us how we would be weirded out at the thought of a green little man

 

[scrunchables]

Life is a comedy.

Women are the negro of the world they paint their fsce and dance for us. They basically do whoreface and act like submissive dogs and it’s normalized.

We’re just animals. Animals are peculiar disgusting and evil. No amount of internet or technology or “advancement” will mask the weird rituals we just accept

It’s all pointless and bizzare from an external POV no point in caring tbh.

I see you took the monkeypill, too. Humans, in my eyes, are bio-robotic monkeys governed by pre-programmed impulses who learned to weaponize consciousness and created a society founded on monkeythought.

 

[Deleted member 32410]

I see you took the monkeypill, too. Humans, in my eyes, are bio-robotic monkeys governed by pre-programmed impulses who learned to weaponize consciousness and created a society founded on monkeythought.

Yes that is water in my eyes but most are too dumb to think like this on a daily basis. What I am specifically delving into here is the true grotesque nature of biological life forms in the first place. Basically “we are all ugly animals theory”. Just as we think dinosaurs are ugly asf they would think the same of us

 

[Abhorrence]

Yes that is water in my eyes but most are too dumb to think like this on a daily basis. What I am specifically delving into here is the true grotesque nature of biological life forms in the first place. Basically “we are all ugly animals theory”. Just as we think dinosaurs are ugly asf they would think the same of us

yea diff species have different beauty standarts water

 

[Deleted member 32410]

yea diff species have different beauty standarts water

Yes but we are all just peculiar molds of organic rotting matter. Like zombies; the walking dead ashes of the primordial stars come together and put to “life”.

 

[Abhorrence]

Yes but we are all just peculiar molds of organic rotting matter. Like zombies; the walking dead ashes of the primordial stars come together and put to “life”.

s

 

[Deleted member 50670]

Bro I was brain poisoned at like 12, I was depressed as shit about the fact I didn’t have a girlfriend by age 13 cause I thought it was over LOL. I bounced back a good bit, became more normie, kissed a few girls and got my dick wet, but I still feel like not getting pussy as a young teen made me jaded, and haven’t had a proper relationship either

 

[scrunchables]

Yes that is water in my eyes but most are too dumb to think like this on a daily basis. What I am specifically delving into here is the true grotesque nature of biological life forms in the first place. Basically “we are all ugly animals theory”. Just as we think dinosaurs are ugly asf they would think the same of us

I see, I agree with your points. The first time I came to the realization I went through the biggest mental episode in my life, but thankfully my parents were asleep by then because I was walking and talking to myself like a mentalcel locked in an asylum for 3 decades (if you watched jujutsu kaisen think the Suguru Geto scene from when he was in the shower, that was literally me, scratch that he's literally me). When I see my family, others or even myself they almost morph into chimps before my eyes like how those shitty AI generated videos look. Not even taking the blackpill was that crippling. I wish I was my little bluepilled-redpilled self all over again.

 

[Deleted member 32410]

I see, I agree with your points. The first time I came to the realization I went through the biggest mental episode in my life, but thankfully my parents were asleep by then because I was walking and talking to myself like a mentalcel locked in an asylum for 3 decades (if you watched jujutsu kaisen think the Suguru Geto scene from when he was in the shower, that was literally me, scratch that he's literally me). When I see my family, others or even myself they almost morph into chimps before my eyes like how those shitty AI generated videos look. Not even taking the blackpill was that crippling. I wish I was my little bluepilled-redpilled self all over again.

It’s just water to me bro . It’s not earth shattering wtf

 

[scrunchables]

It’s just water to me bro . It’s not earth shattering wtf

sorry about that, went on a deranged rant on you. I'm mentally fucked so please excuse me

 

[schizo echochamber]

We were a test from god and we failed as a species, he’s long gone and is not coming back. Perfecting his craft on an alien race far away.
There’s no way a benevolent god would let this cruel joke of a “life” go on.
Hope we go extinct as soon as possible.

 

[User28823]

i wish i was blackpilled early, i'd be a mogger

 

[Abhorrence]

i wish i was blackpilled early, i'd be a mogger

you would just be mentally ill
looksmaxing is a meme

 

[proxyy]

you would just be mentally ill
looksmaxing is a meme

You can gain max 2 psl points if you have good base through surgery so not an cope at all

 

[Abhorrence]

You can gain max 2 psl points if you have good base through surgery so not an cope at all

stop mentally masturbating about gettin surgeries


u probably are new in psl spaces

i have been there fantasized about getting shit ton of surgeries


whats gonna happen is ur never going to get those its all mental masturbation

just NTmaxx softmaxx if you dont have a gigadeformed feature trust me

 

[lelouch]

stop mentally masturbating about gettin surgeries


u probably are new in psl spaces

i have been there fantasized about getting shit ton of surgeries


whats gonna happen is ur never going to get those its all mental masturbation

just NTmaxx softmaxx if you dont have a gigadeformed feature trust me

my nose is a deformity nigga need that rhino a s a p

 

[Deleted member 21766]

Yeah I got blackpilled in my late teens and rotted until I was 23.

 

[Abhorrence]

Yeah I got blackpilled in my late teens and rotted until I was 23.

same i was already mentally fucked after blackpill i just rotted full time

while i was rotting guys i mogged to death ascended

i dont know what to think anymore i ruined my own life

 

[Abhorrence]

Yeah I got blackpilled in my late teens and rotted until I was 23.

is that side profile rly urs btw
if thats u dafuq are you doing here

 

[Aladin]

OP stop being an attention who’re pity party.

 

[Deleted member 21766]

same i was already mentally fucked after blackpill i just rotted full time

while i was rotting guys i mogged to death ascended

i dont know what to think anymore i ruined my own life

Do you ever go on social media, and see people you want to school with that you looksmog living a better life? It’s ropefuel

LTNs and sub 5s are content with life while we rot and Schizo post wishing we can ascend

 

[Deleted member 21766]

is that side profile rly urs btw
if thats u dafuq are you doing here

It’s me. I was legit a fatcel recluse rotter up until 23, my life’s over at this point at 25 being unemployed and uneducated

 

[Deleted member 11126]

i gave up on life

The end conclusion of the blackpill is suicide from the moment it takes hold suicide is only one step away.

Being a rotting neet is for those too afraid to die or live

 

[Abhorrence]

Do you ever go on social media, and see people you want to school with that you looksmog living a better life? It’s ropefuel

yep all the time

The end conclusion of the blackpill is suicide from the moment it takes hold suicide is only one step away.

Being a rotting neet is for those too afraid to die or live

bp shit is overexaggerated by basement dwelling autists

should have never got obsessed with psl i became delusional

 

[Deleted member 11126]

yep all the time

bp shit is overexaggerated by basement dwelling autists

should have never got obsessed with psl i became delusional

Everybody has a dream that they fail to reach something that breaks their heart. Blackpillers are people who die with that dream they never got back up after that.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

yep all the time

bp shit is overexaggerated by basement dwelling autists

should have never got obsessed with psl i became delusional

At the end of the day miserable people like me want to be a cynic if the entire world is evil then you can justify being a failure. If everyone else is lower then you then you can live with it. Read this quote and you will understand the internet

at the end of the day it might be too late for me. But maybe its not for you...

 

[Abhorrence]

Everybody has a dream that they fail to reach something that breaks their heart. Blackpillers are people who die with that dream they never got back up after that.

whats ur height and is ur face at least in normie territory

why did you end up as a depressed rotter

i feel like most of us grew up chronically online and that fucked with our development thats the biggest culprit

 

[Abhorrence]

At the end of the day miserable people like me want to be a cynic if the entire world is evil then you can justify being a failure. If everyone else is lower then you then you can live with it. Read this quote and you will understand the internet
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at the end of the day it might be too late for me. But maybe its not for you...

dont beat yourself up by thinking ur a failure

you dont owe society shit, change your life for ur own sake

that self hating self pitying state of mind is what keeps you from stopping to rot

 

[tallnegga]

dont beat yourself up by thinking ur a failure

you dont owe society shit, change your life for ur own sake

that self hating self pitying state of mind is what keeps you from stopping to rot

That’s not why we’re failures. We’re failures because we can’t flex on normies with our expensive shit and make them pissed off that a sub 5 had all that shit.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

whats ur height and is ur face at least in normie territory

why did you end up as a depressed rotter

i feel like most of us grew up chronically online and that fucked with our development thats the biggest culprit

Combination of things believe it or not I had a gf before.

I am only 5'9 face was MTN now its LTN got cystic acne from anti biotics I took and I was a neet for 2 years after dropping out was rotting here basically in that time now its a wrap for my brain. I guess I was always fucked to be fair but this was sorta the final blow any normalcy was gone after that point

 

[Nick.Harte]

Same. At what age did you take the bp ?

 

[SubSigma]

 

[Deleted member 11126]

dont beat yourself up by thinking ur a failure

you dont owe society shit, change your life for ur own sake

that self hating self pitying state of mind is what keeps you from stopping to rot

Yeah I am working on trying to get out there again I guess if I try for a few years and fail then I can neet knowing I did my best. Hopefully I can save up some money to chill on a beach in thailand for a few years while I am at it.

I am at least lucky to have an upper class family while they are disappointed in me I have a place rent free to stay. I gotta fix my acne thats my main flaw and its gotten so bad as of late I was never great looking but that was the final nail

 

[Abhorrence]

Combination of things believe it or not I had a gf before.

I am only 5'9 face was MTN now its LTN got cystic acne from anti biotics I took and I was a neet for 2 years after dropping out was rotting here basically in that time now its a wrap for my brain. I guess I was always fucked to be fair but this was sorta the final blow any normalcy was gone after that point

5ft9 white mtn is not that bad could be a lot worse

from upper class family as well no excuses tbh youre just mentally fucked

SEAmaxxing always an option bcuz of ur race

 

[Abhorrence]

Same. At what age did you take the bp ?

16

 

[Deleted member 11126]

5ft9 white mtn is not that bad could be a lot worse

from upper class family as well no excuses tbh youre just mentally fucked

SEAmaxxing always an option bcuz of ur race

Whats your stats man. Yeah I know people throw the card (it could always be worse) but just because there are many people more miserable then me doesn't make me any happier.

 

[Nick.Harte]

16

over.

 

[Abhorrence]

Whats your stats man. Yeah I know people throw the card (it could always be worse) but just because there are many people more miserable then me doesn't make me any happier.

im 6ft5 turk ltn
"it could always be worse" sounds like some fake af normie shit but ur height and face is average and ur white so you have been dealt better cards than most ppl basically

 

[Abhorrence]

Whats your stats man. Yeah I know people throw the card (it could always be worse) but just because there are many people more miserable then me doesn't make me any happier.

most people are happy tho not miserable
you are just in a shit headspace because you are rotting
people you mog are happier less miserable than u

 

[Deleted member 11126]

im 6ft5 turk ltn
"it could always be worse" sounds like some fake af normie shit but ur height and face is average and ur white so you have been dealt better cards than most ppl basically

I am really not scratching the surface of bad shit that happened to me. My life is really death by one thousand cuts. If it were just one of these things I would recover but its really a combination of many bad things that I'd rather not type out

 

[Deleted member 11126]

most people are happy tho not miserable
you are just in a shit headspace because you are rotting
people you mog are happier less miserable than u

Life mogging is the only mogging that truly matters. At the end of the day I have a 5'5 NT friend who is in a frat and has a nice social life. His life is better then mine if I could wake up as him with his mindset I would. Some sub 5 amish dude on a farm with a wife and kids is happier then most chads

Although I don't know how to fix my brain chemistry like I said above my problems are not monocasual there are multiple complex reasons why I am the way I am it was like a perfect storm of things going wrong.

 

[Abhorrence]

Life mogging is the only mogging that truly matters. At the end of the day I have a 5'5 NT friend who is in a frat and has a nice social life. His life is better then mine if I could wake up as him with his mindset I would.

Although I don't know how to fix my brain chemistry like I said above my problems are not monocasual there are multiple complex reasons why I am the way I am it was like a perfect storm of things going wrong.

ye i relate to u
what you have to do is get positive feedback
once u start looking better and socializing more you will feel better and it will snowball off there you will become NT

 

[Deleted member 11126]

ye i relate to u
what you have to do is get positive feedback
once u start looking better and socializing more you will feel better and it will snowball off there you will become NT

Yeah getting my trucking license as we speak its a low class job but the pay is still great 70K USD will do that for a year or two while fixing looks and then idk go to SEA and rethink my life.

I have also considered Japan pre Acne pics of me Asian girls always said I was cute I think I'd be a chadlite in Japan unironically

 

[Abhorrence]

Yeah getting my trucking license as we speak its a low class job but the pay is still great 70K USD will do that for a year or two while fixing looks and then idk go to SEA and rethink my life.

I have also considered Japan pre Acne pics of me Asian girls always said I was cute I think I'd be a chadlite in Japan unironically

you see its not over for you then you can still have a good life

i dont think its over for me as well i have hope i think i have potential but im still depressed rotting all the time

ironic how im trying to give advice to you but you are actually doing better than me

 

[Deleted member 11126]

you see its not over for you then you can still have a good life

i dont think its over for me as well i have hope i think i have potential but im still depressed rotting all the time

ironic how im trying to give advice to you but you are actually doing better than me

Yeah I mean your 6'5? How can it be over I thought all these tallcels were larpers maybe height is a meme