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dont be jealous asshole
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I remember when I was 13-15 I had a Stacy begging to be with me and 2 girls that had a crush on me. But I was a loser with no friends that ldared on the weekends. I had too much social anxiety to engage with them. They would ask if I wanted to come over and this would terrify me and I would make an excuse.
Now my SMV is zero as highschool had ended and I have missed teen love. ITS OVER. I added a cute girl on snapchat from tinder but whats the fucking point as I dont have a driver licence and she has access to better dudes anyway at this stage. Fucking brutal.
I am now 19, dont have a drivers licence, socially awkward, autistic, sub 8 and under 6 foot tall. How tf am I meant to looksmax? I am too autistic to leave the house let alone get surgery's which have the highest chance of success compared to supplements, mewing etc.
I see myself roping at 30 from being a virgin. My parents have held me back so much by not caring. Not being fully white has made people not want me in their circles. Most of my friends as a kid have been from Poland as they were also outcasts like me here but they ended up getting other Polish friends as I was just some autistic hapa freak at the end of the day.
I had zero friends in highschool and everyone was hostile to me. I thought this world was fair but its evil. All those normies, Chads, Stacy's that beat me up and treated me like trash are evil. I hate this gay earth.
Now my SMV is zero as highschool had ended and I have missed teen love. ITS OVER. I added a cute girl on snapchat from tinder but whats the fucking point as I dont have a driver licence and she has access to better dudes anyway at this stage. Fucking brutal.
I am now 19, dont have a drivers licence, socially awkward, autistic, sub 8 and under 6 foot tall. How tf am I meant to looksmax? I am too autistic to leave the house let alone get surgery's which have the highest chance of success compared to supplements, mewing etc.
I see myself roping at 30 from being a virgin. My parents have held me back so much by not caring. Not being fully white has made people not want me in their circles. Most of my friends as a kid have been from Poland as they were also outcasts like me here but they ended up getting other Polish friends as I was just some autistic hapa freak at the end of the day.
I had zero friends in highschool and everyone was hostile to me. I thought this world was fair but its evil. All those normies, Chads, Stacy's that beat me up and treated me like trash are evil. I hate this gay earth.
