HubertSkeletrix
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I "woke up" (cant even call that waking up, i havent slept in 2 days), kinda sick today, i took some vyvanse before i really noticed i was sick so i wasted 80 mgs of vyvanse cuz it barely even worked
i woke up super dry in my face but all i did was ldar since the vyvanse wasnt really working and i had absoloutley nothing productive to do (besides the gym, but i couldnt cuz i was sick)
later that day i got more and more bloated (usually vyvanse debloats me, i assume because of the poor sleep + elavated cortisol from lack of sleep + lack of movement since all i did was LDAR)
then came the time, my mom had female friends over, but i still needed to use the kitchen, i avoided the kitchen at all costs, until i was so hungry and thristy that i really had to go out
i cant stand social interaction when i see flaws in my looks (eg my lips where really red too, not the good kinda red) and with the bloat and poor posture from ldar'ing i was super looksminned
my only option was to pick up the hammer and bonesmash, to mimic bones so i could atleast somehow "counteract" the bloat
it probably sounded like i jerked off
I finally found the courage to go outside to make myself some chicken and fill up my water
i am used to my moms friends glazing me, i was just surpised that i still got glazed even tho i was in such a bad state facially (its temporary, ill get it back in 1-2 times its just inflammation and eye bags)
she wanted to take fotos of me but i said no because i dislike it when people do that, theres that one anavar foid gymcel girl that keeps on recording me and making videos even when i tell her im gonna call the police (i know sounds like im overreacting but ive told her 100x she should stop) and posting that shit on IG
moral of the story:
check if youre sick first before abusing prescription stimulants, and pick up the hammer before the function, i fucking hate being part time socially akward
much love <3
i woke up super dry in my face but all i did was ldar since the vyvanse wasnt really working and i had absoloutley nothing productive to do (besides the gym, but i couldnt cuz i was sick)
later that day i got more and more bloated (usually vyvanse debloats me, i assume because of the poor sleep + elavated cortisol from lack of sleep + lack of movement since all i did was LDAR)
then came the time, my mom had female friends over, but i still needed to use the kitchen, i avoided the kitchen at all costs, until i was so hungry and thristy that i really had to go out
i cant stand social interaction when i see flaws in my looks (eg my lips where really red too, not the good kinda red) and with the bloat and poor posture from ldar'ing i was super looksminned
my only option was to pick up the hammer and bonesmash, to mimic bones so i could atleast somehow "counteract" the bloat
it probably sounded like i jerked off
I finally found the courage to go outside to make myself some chicken and fill up my water
i am used to my moms friends glazing me, i was just surpised that i still got glazed even tho i was in such a bad state facially (its temporary, ill get it back in 1-2 times its just inflammation and eye bags)
she wanted to take fotos of me but i said no because i dislike it when people do that, theres that one anavar foid gymcel girl that keeps on recording me and making videos even when i tell her im gonna call the police (i know sounds like im overreacting but ive told her 100x she should stop) and posting that shit on IG
moral of the story:
check if youre sick first before abusing prescription stimulants, and pick up the hammer before the function, i fucking hate being part time socially akward
much love <3
