I burned my hand while drunk doing stupid shit

[Panzram]

I covered one of these with my palm to see if I can extiguish it, I knew it will die with no oxygen, but can I take the pain? I wanted to find out. First try lasts like two seconds and I bitch out. I used an ashtray as a lid to test how long it takes for the flame to die. 5 sec, not a big jump from 2 to 5 I think, I am determined to do it. Well I did it and the pain was severe and I clenched my teeth but endured. Now I have a massive painful blister tommorow.

The hand now:

I hate my retarded mind and alcohol. I can't even jerk off like a man now, let alone use tools.

 

[CD34]

Brutal alchol classic