I can barely go on any longer

[theblackestofpills]

Been putting up a real consistent battle with isolation for a long time.

I can take the punches while I'm young, but it's getting harder and harder by the year and there's a limit to how many punches I can take.

When I speak to people, I realize just how hard it is to even hold a conversation. And I am assuming a lot of this is genetic and cannot be changed.

I'm also overweight which puts you at an immediate disadvantage in this country.

Being overweight is a freaking looks killer and although I'm 6'1 with a decent face that has blue eyes, red full lips and some hollow cheeks, it hardly matters while being overweight.


I'm going to try really hard to just lose this weight man, but it's getting so hard because I am getting older and older. I'm still a virgin.


I can't live with myself being like this. I get thoughts of going ER every fucking day man.. Really fucking hard to control.


This is what no communication with the outside world does to a pathetic, worthless human like me.

 

[Deleted member 23558]

Just take dnp u idiot.

 

[Deleted member 25059]

I could relate a lot until this

I'm also overweight which puts you at an immediate disadvantage in this country.

I cant understand this, because it's the most simple thing that can be changed, unlike persons bone structure and height. It's the equivalent of complaining that people hate you because you cant read or write.

don't take me wrong, in my life I've never ridiculed anyone for being fat or obese (not even other things, nothing related to looks if i think about), but I find it hypocritical even from the users here that they pity people who are fat and at the same time tell you that you should kill yourself because of someones eyes are 5mm closer to each other.

if you can't lose weight, then your problem is somewhere else.

 

[Deleted member 21735]

desist

 

[Deleted member 23977]

I believe in you man, if you lose that weight, by your description you'd look very very decent

keep working

 

[Pendejo]

I'm also overweight which puts you at an immediate disadvantage in this country.

I was feeling sympathy towards you till I read this, fuck you fat fuck.

 

[Deleted member 21048]

How old bro?

 

[Deleted member 23017]

Livestream your suicide please, when you do.

 

[theblackestofpills]

How old bro?

19