I can barely move my body

[Bojack]

I think the years of psychological torture have taken their toll, and i have—in essence, become inert. The schizophrenia, the psyopping, the fuckery. It all has become too much to handle. I have been overcome.

 

[_MVP_]

I normally dont encourage suicide

 

[Bojack]

I normally dont encourage suicide

Says the absolute incel from the ward. Why would i ever listen to any suggestion from you? But, i will admit it has been a struggle for many years for me. I may consider such an option

 

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Brutal shit. I'm honestly the opposite. Can't sit still. Can't sleep. Mind's constantly raising. I practically pass out from exhaustion after I'm finished.

 

[Bojack]

Brutal shit. I'm honestly the opposite. Can't sit still. Can't sleep. Mind's constantly raising. I practically pass out from exhaustion after I'm finished.

I can do this if i am absolutely alone, but at work and around my parents its as if my body becomes broken and i can no longer move it freely. Its like my synapses dont fire correctly. Of course their constant abuse doesn’t help. Perhaps it is better if i stay alone. Being around others is difficult, especially when you see what true fluidity is, not this mechanical movement that i produce