I can become Chad but I ll never be NT

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Being aspie is the true blackpill, u watch my Pic and u know already that something is turning u off without even words to describe it, history of my life, it is truly the only blackpill and it is over 🤗
 
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autistic people takes selfies differently than NT. taking selfies where you look off in the distance is a giveaway and your mouth area is not relaxed. go to speech therapy and drink ashwagandha for your cortisol levels.
 
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whose gonna tell him
 
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It gets to the point where I think being good looking facially (Chad) contributes to 20% of getting women whereas NT plays a role by way much like 80%
 
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It gets to the point where I think being good looking facially (Chad) contributes to 20% of getting women whereas NT plays a role by way much like 80%
BIG FACTS brother when I compare myself to couples everyday I know looks isn't the problem, there is something deeply repulsive inside me somewhere, that s what I learned
 
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Possible larp because you type like an idiot but I'll entertain you. Even if you aren't NT, there is no way that you're an incel with those looks unless you're an autistic asexual rotter with agoraphobia who is too scared to go outside or make a tinder account. Case closed, get this nigga the fuck outta here
 
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BIG FACTS brother when I compare myself to couples everyday I know looks isn't the problem, there is something deeply repulsive inside me somewhere, that s what I learned
Some may argue that you have an “ogre” lower third but other than that you hit chadlite and above level
 
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Hahaha. I dont even have to tell you its over. You already know. Now there is only one thing left to do....


AND ITS TO ROPE ASAP!!! :feelswhy:
 
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Possible larp because you type like an idiot but I'll entertain you. Even if you aren't NT, there is no way that you're an incel with those looks unless you're an autistic asexual rotter with agoraphobia who is too scared to go outside or make a tinder account. Case closed, get this nigga the fuck outta here
I check all this box JFL
 
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Hahaha. I dont even have to tell you its over. You already know. Now there is only one thing left to do....


AND ITS TO ROPE ASAP!!! :feelswhy:
I lived 10 years to complete video game addiction and total isolation only interacting with my family, It won't be new to me, the only thing that changed are my looks for the better, bullying from teenage years follow u like a curse
 
I check all this box JFL
Alright, well there you go. Maybe try to find out what kind of mental illness you suffer from and either get on meds or continue to do whatever the fuck you're doing now which is posting potentially fake pics of yourself on a blackpilled forum with little elaboration or desire to change anything
 
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over if ur dick is below big
 
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Alright, well there you go. Maybe try to find out what kind of mental illness you suffer from and either get on meds or continue to do whatever the fuck you're doing now which is posting potentially fake pics of yourself on a blackpilled forum with little elaboration or desire to change anything
Dont be so quick to "diagnose" him with a mental health condition
 
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Alright, well there you go. Maybe try to find out what kind of mental illness you suffer from and either get on meds or continue to do whatever the fuck you're doing now which is posting potentially fake pics of yourself on a blackpilled forum with little elaboration or desire to change anything
Asperger autism, HPI, hypersensibility, obsessional compulsive disorders, social anxiety, control paranoia, hypocondria
 
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taking selfies where you look off in the distance is a giveaway
autists do this? my old school mustve been full of them then.
 
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Asperger autism, HPI, hypersensibility, obsessional compulsive disorders, social anxiety, control paranoia, hypocondria
Ok so you're scared of everything? Go to a psych, get on benzodiazepines and take them as prescribed. But what does it matter anyway if you're asexual? If you don't like or want sex then girls not liking you isn't really a problem is it?
 
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autists do this? my old school mustve been full of them then.
The thing is even when they do this it don't pass as uneasy on the eye, it didn't have to do with level of attractiveness but something on deeper levels that show off overall
 
over if youre giga god psl mogger 10/10
 
The thing is even when they do this it don't pass as uneasy on the eye, it didn't have to do with level of attractiveness but something on deeper levels that show off overall
looking tense is death tier
 
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Ok so you're scared of everything? Go to a psych, get on benzodiazepines and take them as prescribed. But what does it matter anyway if you're asexual? If you don't like or want sex then girls not liking you isn't really a problem is it?
Maybe not asexual but when I was in gaming addiction it happend sometimes I didn't masturbate during a week straight
 
Try a GABA drug like phenibut and see how you look in the camera. Are you on finasteride or something? You look kind of like you are. If not ignore that. But try a GABA drug and remake a picture.

Objectively you look fine. But non-NTness is hard to cure. Probably imbalance that started in the womb already. But can definitely improve tons if you do the right things.
 
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Try a GABA drug like phenibut and see how you look in the camera. Are you on finasteride or something? You look kind of like you are. If not ignore that. But try a GABA drug and remake a picture.
I will search about this, I don't want to risk ED with strong drugs, thank u mate
 
Ok so you're scared of everything? Go to a psych, get on benzodiazepines and take them as prescribed. But what does it matter anyway if you're asexual? If you don't like or want sex then girls not liking you isn't really a problem is it?
benzo for me stop working if i take 2nd day in a row and their use is just putting me to sleep easier if i lay in bed n try to chill lol
 
Maybe not asexual but when I was in gaming addiction it happend sometimes I didn't masturbate during a week straight
Ok so you're not asexual. Games aren't addictive, you just had nothing to do. Alcohol is addictive because you can literally DIE if you quit drinking cold turkey. You're not gonna die if you stop playing games or jerking off JFL
 
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benzo for me stop working if i take 2nd day in a row and their use is just putting me to sleep easier if i lay in bed n try to chill lol
Don't take them daily, only take them when you know you'll be socializing with a foid
 
Don't take them daily, only take them when you know you'll be socializing with a foid
i dont need them for girls. but for general anxiety and sleep
im getting anxious because i cant enjoy women among others
 
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Brutal what a life of being treated like shit do to someone.

Idk why but you look german am I right ?
 
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I will search about this, I don't want to risk ED with strong drugs, thank u mate
Don't use finasteride (IMO), just thought you were using it. Sometimes finasteride users have this look in their eyes lol. Guess you are not!

But yea I'm non-NT too. It's hard to cure. For me it's more shyness and not looking people in the eye properly often. Which freaks them out.


You would do fine in certain niche circles, like gamers and shit. There's girls there. But even there they want a normal guy often. Still possible.

But if you want to be Chad that's going to be rough. Chad is often Chad from birth. Good CNS, not much mental illness, good hormone levels throughout life. Good experiences. Etc.
 
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Ok so you're not asexual. Games aren't addictive, you just had nothing to do. Alcohol is addictive because you can literally DIE if you quit drinking cold turkey. You're not gonna die if you stop playing games or jerking off JFL
I had severe episodes of insomnia during a week still when I tried to cope without all this time, now I finally can say that the sleep consequences are behind me since it is been 16 days I stopped completely from 12+ hours a day on a regular basis
 
Don't use finasteride (IMO), just thought you were using it. Sometimes finasteride users have this look in their eyes lol. Guess you are not!

But yea I'm non-NT too. It's hard to cure. For me it's more shyness and not looking people in the eye properly often. Which freaks them out.


You would do fine in certain niche circles, like gamers and shit. There's girls there. But even there they want a normal guy often. Still possible.

But if you want to be Chad that's going to be rough. Chad is often Chad from birth. Good CNS, not much mental illness, good hormone levels throughout life. Good experiences. Etc.
Totally relate to this and it will be extremely hard to mimick Chad confidence and easyness when the background is comeplety lacking and broken in many ways in contrario to total positive reinforcement
 
i dont need them for girls. but for general anxiety and sleep
Btw, both alcohol and benzos are central nervous system depressants which act on the same receptors in the brain to lower inhibition, heart rate, slow breathing, lower blood pressure, reduce anxiety and inhibition, and promote sleep. If you take these substances regularly or abuse them for long periods of time, the body attempts to achieve homeostasis by releasing chemicals that accelerate your nervous system. The consequences of this are that if you stop suddenly, the body still remains in an accelerated state for days after. This results in fast heart rate, high blood pressure, extreme anxiety, insomnia, sweating, tremors and eventual psychotic symptoms which include vivid hallucinations, hearing voices, delusions, seizures and eventually death. Alcohol and benzo withdrawal will kill you dead. Not even crack or herione does this JFL
 
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Totally relate to this and it will be extremely hard to mimick Chad confidence and easyness when the background is comeplety lacking and broken in many ways in contrario to total positive reinforcement
BTW for the hair I just take Zinc, citrullin malate for Nitric oxide and a complete anti-inflammatory diet with 1-2 cloves of garlic daily
 
Btw, both alcohol and benzos are central nervous system depressants which act on the same receptors in the brain to lower inhibition, heart rate, slow breathing, lower blood pressure, reduce anxiety and inhibition, and promote sleep. If you take these substances regularly or abuse them for long periods of time, the body attempts to achieve homeostasis by releasing chemicals that accelerate your nervous system. The consequences of this are that if you stop suddenly, the body still remains in an accelerated state for days after. This results in fast heart rate, high blood pressure, extreme anxiety, insomnia, sweating, tremors and eventual psychotic symptoms which include vivid hallucinations, hearing voices, delusions, seizures and eventually death. Alcohol and benzo withdrawal will kill you dead. Not even crack or herione does this JFL
alcohol decreases quality of sleep. why do i feel more emotional on alcohol and nothing without it
 
I had severe episodes of insomnia during a week still when I tried to cope without all this time, now I finally can say that the sleep consequences are behind me since it is been 16 days I stopped completely from 12+ hours a day on a regular basis
It's probably because you were in front of a blue screen all day. Again, games aren't addictive. You were gaming so much because you likely have adhd. I have it and I used to game for 16 hours a day until I got put on stimulants. Now I'm highly productive and only play two hours a day before bed. Get on meds

Ps. One of the symptoms of adhd is insomnia. Stop blaming games for your brains malfunction
 
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you don't look relaxed
 
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Btw, both alcohol and benzos are central nervous system depressants which act on the same receptors in the brain to lower inhibition, heart rate, slow breathing, lower blood pressure, reduce anxiety and inhibition, and promote sleep. If you take these substances regularly or abuse them for long periods of time, the body attempts to achieve homeostasis by releasing chemicals that accelerate your nervous system. The consequences of this are that if you stop suddenly, the body still remains in an accelerated state for days after. This results in fast heart rate, high blood pressure, extreme anxiety, insomnia, sweating, tremors and eventual psychotic symptoms which include vivid hallucinations, hearing voices, delusions, seizures and eventually death. Alcohol and benzo withdrawal will kill you dead. Not even crack or herione does this JFL
For my part i would say that if I cant compensate the overstimulated easy dopamine that I received during all these years of constant music and gaming I ll become chronically depressed, I think it is even the cause of my episodes of insomnia and jester tendencies as always on the humorous side to cope the lack of cerebral stimulation, direct causality with the level of motivation too
 
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alcohol decreases quality of sleep. why do i feel more emotional on alcohol and nothing without it
Because you lack dopamine. Alcohol provides the dopamine that your brain craves
 
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Because you lack dopamine. Alcohol provides the dopamine that your brain craves
is dopamine neccesary for feeling emotional and crying. i can cry easier on alcohol. i feel more gentle feelings if that makes sense but i dont feel other dopaminoergic effects like higher sex drive. on alc sex doesnt exist for me

it has to be something else

on alc i feel my sadness more, in a romantic not giga hurtful way. its kind of beautiful. i feel more compassion too. without it i feel nothing good/beautiful
 
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It's probably because you were in front of a blue screen all day. Again, games aren't addictive. You were gaming so much because you likely have adhd. I have it and I used to game for 16 hours a day until I got put on stimulants. Now I'm highly productive and only play two hours a day before bed. Get on meds

Ps. One of the symptoms of adhd is insomnia. Stop blaming games for your brains malfunction
U are pointing out something interesting since I am bored fastly and I cant stand for a while serious conversations without jokes or creativity around it, I ll explore this possibility
 
For my part i would say that if I cant compensate the overstimulated easy dopamine that I received during all these years of constant music a'd gaming I ll become chronically depressed, I think it is even the cause of my jester tendencies always on the humorous side to cope the lack of cerebral stimulation, direct causality with the level of motivation too
Gaming and music didn't mess up your receptors. You have ADHD. You were born like this and that's what causes you to seek high reward low effort acitvities. You're dopamine reuptake recepters are saoking up all your dopamine buddy boy. There is no trick, no redpill manosphere nofap lifestyle bullshit that will remedy this. You need some dexmethylphenidate to block those receptors and let that nice feel good dopamine acculmulate in your noggin and put that battery in your back so you get up off your ass and move. One pill of dex and within 30 minutes you will be folding your clothes and learning a new skill. Within one week you will accomplish more than you ever have in your whole life. Get to a psych pronto
 
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Because you lack dopamine. Alcohol provides the dopamine that your brain craves
if alcohol shuts your brain down how does it make me feel more than sober
nic pouches beside the initial buzz dont make me feel anything. they sure dont increase my gentle feelings
on meth i only got anxiety and increased heart rate. literally nothing else
 
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Gaming and music didn't mess up your receptors. You have ADHD. You were born like this and that's what causes you to seek high reward low effort acitvities. You're dopamine reuptake recepters are saoking up all your dopamine buddy boy. There is no trick, no redpill manosphere nofap lifestyle bullshit that will remedy this. You need some dexmethylphenidate to block those receptors and let that nice feel good dopamine acculmulate in your noggin and put that battery in your back so you get up off your ass and move. One pill of dex and within 30 minutes you will be folding your clothes and learning a new skill. Within one week you will accomplish more than you ever have in your whole life. Get to a psych pronto
I ll talk about this topic with my new psychiatrist thank u
 
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