ronluk
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after childhood i became very shy didnt talk with women and seemed weird and in general had an abused dog personality. i never realized why but i think ive come to the conclution. I literally got fucked from puberty due to braces and recession and hit LTN. at that time i was just socially conditioned to not have any successs in life. I became shy could not talk to women stuttered. Also had undiagnosed ADHD that caused me to also be a bit ND. Then i came to the conclusion maybe i am autistic because im so weird and unlovable. Then i literally tried to find out what autistic people do and how they think. some autist i knew would stalk girls on insta keep photos of them on his computer in a file i assume he used to masturbate.
These niggas think its socially okay to do the most fuck shit ever. had an autistic guy i used to know who used to add girls on quick add then try to meet them and say he loves them first thing. Another one starts ramblign about warhammer and retard shit in the most public settings and wont stop even though i visibly try to give annoyed signs. Also i never struggled with social cues. i used to willingly ignore it because i had a strategy where acting retarted would help i used to do that at work to avoid working. Btw a very good strategy if you live in a country where people cant just fire for no reason. due to my adhd i space out and dont really hear if someone calls for me sometimes. after doing that for a while as well as just not talking with coworkers people start to assume you have autism thats when you can just lowkey act autistic
. i used to go up to a guy at work who i knew hated my guts he even eye rolled and i just walked past and made sure he didnt know i clocked his feelings for me. Doing this kind of caused me to start doing it outside of work as well because its so effective at removing all sort of responsobilities but ive now stopped doing this because its just weird and social suicide. Moral of the story autism is not just being shy high inhib and weird. its generally thinking fuck shit is socially okay. along side other shit like not being able to handle sounds textures and other shit.
i confidently worked at daycare where kids blasted my ears of with loud screaming 24/7 with whatever i pick up first thing on the floor dress whether it would be wool a plastic bag i could not give a fuck. so i can confidently say i dont have those symptoms either. Only overlaps i have with autists seem to be the adhd like ones. like stumbling over words zoning out but im currently going to get medicated for my adhd and turn NT. im so glad i was born with a mental disorder that is at least treatable with drugs. i feel bad for autists no ritalin for your autism
These niggas think its socially okay to do the most fuck shit ever. had an autistic guy i used to know who used to add girls on quick add then try to meet them and say he loves them first thing. Another one starts ramblign about warhammer and retard shit in the most public settings and wont stop even though i visibly try to give annoyed signs. Also i never struggled with social cues. i used to willingly ignore it because i had a strategy where acting retarted would help i used to do that at work to avoid working. Btw a very good strategy if you live in a country where people cant just fire for no reason. due to my adhd i space out and dont really hear if someone calls for me sometimes. after doing that for a while as well as just not talking with coworkers people start to assume you have autism thats when you can just lowkey act autistic
. i used to go up to a guy at work who i knew hated my guts he even eye rolled and i just walked past and made sure he didnt know i clocked his feelings for me. Doing this kind of caused me to start doing it outside of work as well because its so effective at removing all sort of responsobilities but ive now stopped doing this because its just weird and social suicide. Moral of the story autism is not just being shy high inhib and weird. its generally thinking fuck shit is socially okay. along side other shit like not being able to handle sounds textures and other shit.
i confidently worked at daycare where kids blasted my ears of with loud screaming 24/7 with whatever i pick up first thing on the floor dress whether it would be wool a plastic bag i could not give a fuck. so i can confidently say i dont have those symptoms either. Only overlaps i have with autists seem to be the adhd like ones. like stumbling over words zoning out but im currently going to get medicated for my adhd and turn NT. im so glad i was born with a mental disorder that is at least treatable with drugs. i feel bad for autists no ritalin for your autism
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