I can force my brain into the bluepill

[Matrix88]

If I try really hard I can force my brain for a little time into the bluepill. The feeling is quite strange, honestly. It’s like seeing life up close, while the blackpilled view makes it feel like you’re watching from a distance.

 

[dumb]

Do it then delete your account

 

[Matrix88]

Do it then delete your account

no, because I can't do it for too long

 

[Luquier]

That’s not what bluepill means

Blackpill is more liberating but you need the low inhib necessary to break your high inhib bluepill cuck conditioning and push back against coping

I myself am trapped in the bluepill

 

[Jgns]

dude i cannot for a second bullshit myself like that it makes life so colourless atleast for now since im sub htn wish i was able to like u

 

[Matrix88]

That’s not what bluepill means

never gave a description of what the bluepill is, just how it feels

Blackpill is an ideology, so different people have different interpretations. To me, the blackpill is both liberating and pessimistic

 

[Matrix88]

wish i was able to like u

I can only do it if I really avoid any thoughts lol

not sustainable at all

 

[Jgns]

I can only do it if I really avoid any thoughts lol

not sustainable at all

still lucky tho, my thoghts hammer against the walls of my brain constantly shit hurts

 

[jozsef316@gmail]

you’re watching from a distance

 

[Matrix88]

it makes life so colourless

exactly, that's how I view life nowadays. I can't enjoy going out with friends or family, I just don't feel any happiness going outside.

It's weird how I only enjoy using my PC or my phone, eating food, and watching movies/series.

 

[Jgns]

exactly, that's how I view life nowadays. I can't enjoy going out with friends or family, I just don't feel any happiness going outside.

It's weird how I only enjoy using my PC or my phone, eating food, and watching movies/series.

yeah agreed, its a boring way to cope but yeah what can we do, theres no way its possible for me to go outside rn and enjoy it when i know how my visage is dude. only with ascension can life finally be fun again tbh

 

[Matrix88]

yeah agreed, its a boring way to cope but yeah what can we do, theres no way its possible for me to go outside rn and enjoy it when i know how my visage is dude. only with ascension can life finally be fun again tbh

exactly. Yesterday I went out with my family and I swear I had one of the worst experiences ever

They were trying to force me to enjoy the moment and shit, but it's just not possible. How can I enjoy the moment when I'm looking at mogger niggas with their gfs having good times

 

[Jgns]

exactly. Yesterday I went out with my family and I swear I had one of the worst experiences ever

They were trying to force me to enjoy the moment and shit, but it's just not possible. How can I enjoy the moment when I'm looking at mogger niggas with their gfs having good times

Agreed dude and thh its not even that, ita the feeling of getting viscously emasculated and knowing that theyre better than me that really gets to me tbh. Its hurts so much knowing that ur also ruining another person’s experienc, a person who u care for yk.

 

[Nectar]

Write me a 10k essay on why you can

 

[Luquier]

never gave a description of what the bluepill is, just how it feels

Blackpill is an ideology, so different people have different interpretations. To me, the blackpill is both liberating and pessimistic

Do you want to lie to yourself constantly though

Wouldn’t doing real things lead to genuine happiness and give you more peace of mind

 

[Luquier]

exactly. Yesterday I went out with my family and I swear I had one of the worst experiences ever

They were trying to force me to enjoy the moment and shit, but it's just not possible. How can I enjoy the moment when I'm looking at mogger niggas with their gfs having good times

Just don’t go out with your family then

 

[Matrix88]

Its hurts so much knowing that ur also ruining another person’s experienc, a person who u care for yk.

That's literally my situation lol. I just feel so bad for both my parents I couldn't hold back my tears yesterday. I posted about it

https://looksmax.org/threads/ive-made-both-my-parents-cry.2109381/

 

[Matrix88]

Do you want to lie to yourself constantly though

Wouldn’t doing real things lead to genuine happiness and give you more peace of mind

I know bro, I just posted this as a random and fun fact. It's not a solution for anything

 

[Matrix88]

Just don’t go out with your family then

I can't do that to them, they will either get very sad or send me to a psychiatrist

 

[Luquier]

I can't do that to them, they will either get very sad or send me to a psychiatrist

Just say it’s lame and you’re too old for it

 

[Jgns]

That's literally my situation lol. I just feel so bad for both my parents I couldn't hold back my tears yesterday. I posted about it

https://looksmax.org/threads/ive-made-both-my-parents-cry.2109381/

Yeah i read that yesterday shits so fucked bro. Ig like all i can say is try jestering and acting fake happy in that situation, ik its hard dude but everyones fucked in that situation and ig the only person able to like change anything even tho its a lilbit is u dude. Ik exactly how u feel cause its kinda the same with my parents minus the divorce part but u really gt bullshit urself a lil smts. Its hard asf espc trying trying to pushoff that feeling of wanting to confide in ur parents dude ik exactly what its like, but fuck i still gt do it and ig u do too yk. Gt take a tiny bit of control or else wverything will spiral down even harder

 

[Luquier]

@Jgns why the ‘’

 

[Jgns]

@Jgns why the ‘’

idk I feel like saying something so emotionally blunt to ur loved ones who are obv going through smt hard through not that much fault of their own would only make everything so much worse yk. theres gt be a better solution than that

 

[Joestar$]

If I try really hard I can force my brain for a little time into the bluepill. The feeling is quite strange, honestly. It’s like seeing life up close, while the blackpilled view makes it feel like you’re watching from a distance.

I am black pilled and will never change looks are the only thing that matters when am htn am gana go around raping anyone I want

 

[Matrix88]

Gt take a tiny bit of control or else wverything will spiral down even harder

You're right, I know it depends mostly on me. It's just annoying and sad to know that when u don't have motivation to do anything

 

[Matrix88]

I am black pilled and will never change looks are the only thing that matters when am htn am gana go around raping anyone I want

Being too extreme tends to be wrong

 

[Joestar$]

Being too extreme tends to be wrong

Thats because your larping Black pill fucking idiot your mom is the first person am raping when am htn and policeman is gana let me go because am htn

 

[Jgns]

You're right, I know it depends mostly on me. It's just annoying and sad to know that when u don't have motivation to do anything

well atleast you've got the solace of being able to move physically right, we don't need emotions to move yk. Try forcing it hard asf bro

 

[Matrix88]

Thats because your larping Black pill fucking idiot your mom is the first person am raping when am htn and policeman is gana let me go because am htn

I'm not larping shit you fucking child

I am blackpilled, but that doesn't mean I can't question an ideology lol. Ofc looks matter a lot, but it's just absurd to believe "It's chad or nothing"

 

[Joestar$]

I'm not larping shit you fucking child

I am blackpilled, but that doesn't mean I can't question an ideology lol. Ofc looks matter a lot, but it's just absurd to believe "It's chad or nothing"

Larp

 

[Matrix88]

Larp

Good ragebait grey

 

[Joestar$]

Good ragebait grey

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