I can not believe the social experiences that I've had in my youth.

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Was looking back at old childhood photos, and looking up old classmates from 10-20 years ago. What they are doing now, etc.

It all feels so distant now, so far away. And I can't believe how awful my life was back then. I think my life is bad now, but back then, as an abused child, it was unbearable.

JFL at childhood abuse trauma and social rejection. That shit has fucking destroyed my brain.


Only lifefuel: I mog almost everyone now from my old classes and I don't even know why this happened. But also: All of the girls are ugly asf even the ones that I had a crush on back then.

Maybe I just think everyone is uglier now? blackpilled asf

all i see is facial flaws, failos, everywhere. JFL at how I was the one getting bullied back then when all my classmates were just as subhuman as me ngl.
 
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yea tbh if u are born as genetic trash it just compounds brutally
 
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I can't remember the last time I had a crush or felt extremely attracted to a girl. I think it was in 2014, 9 years ago.

Humans are just all just ugly to me now.
 
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You're mentally ill.
 
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Nope. I am mentally adjusted to a sick society

You're sitting on the computer studying all your childhood acquaintances convincing yourself you're better looking than them all while you rot alone and they're carefree enjoying life.
 
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Only lifefuel: I mog almost everyone now from my old classes and I don't even know why this happened. But also: All of the girls are ugly asf even the ones that I had a crush on back then.

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Was literally thinking the same thing the other day

Everyone from school now looks like utter fucking trash, both men and women. The descension is insane

Even the 'hot' girls. I'd legit reject every single one of them now

Meanwhile I ascended massively. Last time I went back to my hometown people from school didn't even recognise me, I mogged them all into fucking oblivion. Felt insane

I was a fucking loser back then and I'll never get that time back. Even though I slayed through uni, I never got to experience jb parties and shit through school. Being a late bloomer is brutal, you're playing catch up for years

 
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You're sitting on the computer studying all your childhood acquaintances convincing yourself you're better looking than them all while you rot alone and they're carefree enjoying life.
he is not a genetically gifted man, he is the bottom of society, an old ugly incel who gets laughed at by everyone

he is 30 year old incel who cries about not getting laid and still goes to the club to get rejected by women and cuckolded by other men. What a sad fate
 
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Was looking back at old childhood photos, and looking up old classmates from 10-20 years ago. What they are doing now, etc.

It all feels so distant now, so far away. And I can't believe how awful my life was back then. I think my life is bad now, but back then, as an abused child, it was unbearable.

JFL at childhood abuse trauma and social rejection. That shit has fucking destroyed my brain.


Only lifefuel: I mog almost everyone now from my old classes and I don't even know why this happened. But also: All of the girls are ugly asf even the ones that I had a crush on back then.

Maybe I just think everyone is uglier now? blackpilled asf

all i see is facial flaws, failos, everywhere. JFL at how I was the one getting bullied back then when all my classmates were just as subhuman as me ngl.
Bro what was the track in your drug psychosis thread?
Where you were hallucinating naked in your bedroom.
I liked it but forgot and now it came back to my mind.
 
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Bro what was the track in your drug psychosis thread?
Where you were hallucinating naked in your bedroom.
I liked it but forgot and now it came back to my mind.
Was last summer and with ketamine. Insane experience. Didnt feel bad, just really weird.

But I had a much worse experience with shrooms last week and I almost killed myself. Most terrifying stuff I have ever experienced.
Havent made a topic about if yet because I am sorta legit shocked at what happened. Not over it yet

Be careful with shrooms
 
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Was last summer and with ketamine. Insane experience. Didnt feel bad, just really weird.

But I had a much worse experience with shrooms last week and I almost killed myself. Most terrifying stuff I have ever experienced.
Havent made a topic about if yet because I am sorta legit shocked at what happened. Not over it yet

Be careful with shrooms
What happened with shrooms Niga ? I’ve been meaning to try it for years, lsd is spiritually unfulfilling
 
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It’s kind of pathetic that I let those people put me down most of them were retarded faggots. It’s because I live too much in fantasy land I stopped realistically assessing people and myself
 
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It’s kind of pathetic that I let those people put me down most of them were retarded faggots. It’s because I live too much in fantasy land I stopped realistically assessing people and myself
If they would talk shit to me now, i wouldnt care at all.

Back then I didnt care that much either, but it happened a lot of times. With total lack of positive experiences to compensate.

Eventually got to me during puberty and I socially retreated and played vidya instead
 
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What happened with shrooms Niga ? I’ve been meaning to try it for years, lsd is spiritually unfulfilling
I had a really good experience where I was visited by an angel, with the same shrooms, 3 weeks ago.

It was absolutely beautiful, biggest euphoria rush I have ever had (xtc doesnt come close). It was like I had a beam of energy radiating straight into my head from above. Not just feeling incredibly good, but it being deep, profound feeling. That had a real origin, not like it xtc where 'its just there chemically in your brain'.
Best experience I've ever had.


Then this happened a bit over a week ago:

This shit was insane. I felt like I was being torn to shreds in the depths of hell by satan himself.

Both emotionally and physically. All I felt was pure pain, torment, grief, disaster, regret, sadness.

Tortured beyond belief.
Just starting to get grasp of it now as the peak is over.

If I had a weapon or if I was standing on some tall building or something, I would've killed myself on the spot.
I never knew you could even feel as bad as this. That it was humanly possible to feel so much pain.

No physical or emotional pain I have ever felt in life has ever come even remotely close to this.

I felt like I was being ripped apart by a medieval torture device, physically and mentally. And it wouldnt stop, i wouldnt pass out. It would keep going.


Shrooms are the most powerful drug ive had so far tbh. Far less confusing than acid, and with deeper , more meaningful feelings
 
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If they would talk shit to me now, i wouldnt care at all.

Back then I didnt care that much either, but it happened a lot of times. With total lack of positive experiences to compensate.

Eventually got to me during puberty and I socially retreated and played vidya instead
It’s because I didn’t have a life. School was my only form of life experience. When I went to boxing for a short time it mogged so hard because I actually had something going on even during term breaks.

No sitting at home being depressed and bored thinking about all my negativity experiences at school. And also there’s real people to interact with not pussies at school. Then I stopped and sat on vidya/anime/daydreaming/study stack

Imagine if you actually had thug friends, social life with friends outside school and a outlet you enjoyed doing.
 
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I had a really good experience where I was visited by an angel, with the same shrooms, 3 weeks ago.

It was absolutely beautiful, biggest euphoria rush I have ever had (xtc doesnt come close). It was like I had a beam of energy radiating straight into my head from above. Not just feeling incredibly good, but it being deep, profound feeling. That had a real origin, not like it xtc where 'its just there chemically in your brain'.
Best experience I've ever had.


Then this happened a bit over a week ago:



I felt like I was being ripped apart by a medieval torture device, physically and mentally. And it wouldnt stop, i wouldnt pass out. It would keep going.


Shrooms are the most powerful drug ive had so far tbh. Far less confusing than acid, and with deeper , more meaningful feelings
Season 18 Omg GIF by America's Got Talent
 
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Was last summer and with ketamine. Insane experience. Didnt feel bad, just really weird.

But I had a much worse experience with shrooms last week and I almost killed myself. Most terrifying stuff I have ever experienced.
Havent made a topic about if yet because I am sorta legit shocked at what happened. Not over it yet

Be careful with shrooms
whats the song name?
 
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Sometimes I think my middle and high school self was a diferent person, I had been though a lot of shit back then, I can't believe I had to endure so many shit from the others.

And looks wise, I actually had/have a better face than 99% of them, but since I took longer to grow up and had bad teeth, I was an easy target, which is ironic: there were also other short guys with bad teeth... but the target was me.

Regarding the girls back then: 99% were ugly. And guess what... these same ones were the ones that mocked me.
 
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But I had a much worse experience with shrooms last week and I almost killed myself. Most terrifying stuff I have ever experienced.
Havent made a topic about if yet because I am sorta legit shocked at what happened. Not over it yet

Be careful with shrooms
I felt like I was being ripped apart by a medieval torture device, physically and mentally. And it wouldnt stop, i wouldnt pass out. It would keep going.


Shrooms are the most powerful drug ive had so far tbh. Far less confusing than acid, and with deeper , more meaningful feelings
Great story ngl, shrooms and cocaine are the GOAT for most people I guess.
 
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Bro what was the track in your drug psychosis thread?
Where you were hallucinating naked in your bedroom.
I liked it but forgot and now it came back to my mind.
It was either under black helmet - jagged or under black helmet - impulsive behavior
 
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Great story ngl, shrooms and cocaine are the GOAT for most people I guess.
I cant wait to try it again ngl, even after that last experience. It felt horrible, but right after it ended I felt EXTREME power.

Like I was completely in control over my life and could change my life however I wanted. I felt like I had absolutely 0 inhibition, 0 fear and no limits, no shame.

Like I had all the sin/pain/guilt cleansed from my body and now I could do/be whatever I want.

Lasted like 12 hours, then i still noticed it a bit 24 hours later, but then I went back to normal
 
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Social rejects spend more time inside drink less do less drugs = less degeneracy so you just age better
 
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Social rejects spend more time inside drink less do less drugs = less degeneracy so you just age better
being young is all about being degenerate though and doing dumb shit
 
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being young is all about being degenerate though and doing dumb shit
Cope chad is captain of the football team A student , an alpha leader of his community
 
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