Slayer
^ she could have fixed me
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Like sewer goblin level of disgusting to behold. Yet I've somehow managed to delude myself into thinking I resemble a normal, even mildly attractive human being, fucking lmao.
In hindsight every time I thought a girl liked me no matter how overt I thought it was, it must have all just been a cruel prank
There is no other explanation. Time and time again whenever I'm put into an unfettered social situation I've only ever faced isolation or tolerance at best. Chatty, quiet, doesn't fucking matter what I say or how I act, same result each time. I've yet to meet someone uglier or more boring or otherwise who doesn't lifemog me to utter shit. You can only cope and deny the obvious for so long when you see the same thing play out over and over.
I am literally worse than every other human in every single conceivable way. Every constituent cell in my body is biological waste. My only wish is that someone would have told it straight to my face instead of letting me figure it out myself like this.
This is my final thread on this shithole. If you ever want to feel better about yourself, just use me as a comparison. At least then my existence isn't completely wasted.
In hindsight every time I thought a girl liked me no matter how overt I thought it was, it must have all just been a cruel prank
There is no other explanation. Time and time again whenever I'm put into an unfettered social situation I've only ever faced isolation or tolerance at best. Chatty, quiet, doesn't fucking matter what I say or how I act, same result each time. I've yet to meet someone uglier or more boring or otherwise who doesn't lifemog me to utter shit. You can only cope and deny the obvious for so long when you see the same thing play out over and over.
I am literally worse than every other human in every single conceivable way. Every constituent cell in my body is biological waste. My only wish is that someone would have told it straight to my face instead of letting me figure it out myself like this.
This is my final thread on this shithole. If you ever want to feel better about yourself, just use me as a comparison. At least then my existence isn't completely wasted.