I can only cum if i feel loved

[Andremln]

I've been having this "problem" for a while, every time i have sex i can last for several minutes full erection, treating the girl like a slut, pulling hair, smacking her, biting her neck, and i do enjoy it a lot, but i can't cum, two girls have asked me if i didn't find them attractive and one even cried when pillow talk time came, and i did find them attractive, but especially on a one night stand, i don't feel a connection, emotionally, and its like my dick just can't seem to cum.

The other day it happened again, fucked for 90 minutes nonstop, nothing, so i just went to sleep and while we were cuddling she started hugging me and shit, she was very cute, my dick went up and she hugged me more (she was sleeping tho) and then she turns around, her ass over my dick, and i just felt loved, and i shot an enormous load on her back, i didn't even hump on her it was a psychological orgasm, i felt like shit, had to wake her up and tell her i didn't mean to do that and i was sorry, she cleaned herself up and told me its okay, she made some popcorn and we watched star wart ROTS afterwards, haven't felt loved like that ever, blocked her the next day because i felt awkward.

For those of you who don't know and i guess you don't since i rarely speak about myself or private life here, i am very open about my strengths and weaknesses when i DO share about myself, i am 19, all my life i was fat and disgusting, last year i finally had the strength to lose weight and i went from 30+%bf to 14%, my social life and sexual improved drastically, i still am ugly, but my frame and eye area + cheekbones carry me, i do need orthognathic surgery ( DJS ), and Midface implants, but if i put a bit of effort i can have sex now with mostly avg looking women, but yeah i would guess that since my whole childhood and adolescence i was socially and romantically neglected, i might have developed some psychological issues

I was looking into this and therapy might help so ill book a consultation soon

 

[iamnotaracist]

Did read a little

 

[tansel]

how bad is ur recession

 

[peterk1287]

Understandable, I think you might just have an ed

 

[Minnie lacking]

Damn man, but why do you say you need the surgeries, im all for the looksmatter as they do but you have to max all, your mental matters alot more than the looks on the outside, atleast to me thats the case but im also a happy maxxed idiot who is chronically happy, i do want the best for you in life though as i do for all, do you think the sex is worth it though, i also think self love is the best since you know you know yourself better than anyone will ever and theres so much to discover within yourself as gay as it sounds take care of yourself wish you well bro.

 

[Andremln]

how bad is ur recession

I believe it is holding my looks back a lot, my jaw is meh, chin is meh, maxilla is really recessed and downgrown, functionally i do present obstructive sleep apnea symptoms but they got better as i lost weight, i still snore and have shit sleep quality, i 100% qualify for surgery, my surgeon wants to proceed next year, i just have to finish doing some paperwork with my insurance company.

Regarding hypoplasia, my midface is recessed so i need infraorbital malar implants and my ramus is very short so ill need jaw angle implants, my cheekbones and supraorbital region are really good, i try to be humble but they're honestly great, probably because of my part native american ancestry

 

[fedecope]

last year i finally had the strength to lose weight and i went from 30+%bf to 14%, my social life and sexual improved drastically

very glad to hear that

 

[Andremln]

Damn man, but why do you say you need the surgeries, im all for the looksmatter as they do but you have to max all, your mental matters alot more than the looks on the outside, atleast to me thats the case but im also a happy maxxed idiot who is chronically happy, i do want the best for you in life though as i do for all, do you think the sex is worth it though, i also think self love is the best since you know you know yourself better than anyone will ever and theres so much to discover within yourself as gay as it sounds take care of yourself wish you well bro.

I need them not only for aesthetic reasons, i suffer from sleep apnea symptoms, my airway is really small and my maxilla is severely recessed, thanks for the words though man, yeah its hard out there, a couple of years ago i thought that even if i lost weight i wouldn't be deserving of sex or love with average women but seems like i can get it, hope life goes well for you as well

 

[dogedogedoge]

Me too, I’ve only cum a handful of times since she left me (5 months), and those times I looked at her nudes and read the messages she sent me

She’s my only love and it’s ruined me

 

[tansel]

my midface is recessed so i need infraorbital malar implants

wouldn’t ur midface stop being recessed after a bimax lol

also infra implants are super risky, there’s so many nerves in the undereye area & putting a foreign object inside will almost always cause complications

 

[Minnie lacking]

I need them not only for aesthetic reasons, i suffer from sleep apnea symptoms, my airway is really small and my maxilla is severely recessed, thanks for the words though man, yeah its hard out there, a couple of years ago i thought that even if i lost weight i wouldn't be deserving of sex or love with average women but seems like i can get it, hope life goes well for you as well

Oh all good, My Dream is to become the angel of light and allow all to see their limitless potential of creation and destruction, MY DREAM WILL BE FUFILLED

 

[Andremln]

wouldn’t ur midface stop being recessed after a bimax lol

Not necessarily since i am getting Lefort 1 and it only goes as far as the nasal base regarding vertical height so the rest of the midface and infraorbital area aren't affected

also infra implants are super risky, there’s so many nerves in the undereye area & putting a foreign object inside will almost always cause complications

I understand the risks and my decision regarding implants may change depending on how positive the aesthetics effects of jaw surgery are, in general i believe that the ROI from surgery is high if hypoplasia is too big of a deal

 

[tansel]

Not necessarily since i am getting Lefort 1 and it only goes as far as the nasal base regarding vertical height so the rest of the midface and infraorbital area aren't affected

you can always just do undereye & cheek filler to help the midface & infras, that’s what i did lol

an oculoplastic surgeon in january told me himself how risky infra implants are & that he would never do them lol, we had like a 30 minute convo about it

 

[Billow]

I've been having this "problem" for a while, every time i have sex i can last for several minutes full erection, treating the girl like a slut, pulling hair, smacking her, biting her neck, and i do enjoy it a lot, but i can't cum, two girls have asked me if i didn't find them attractive and one even cried when pillow talk time came, and i did find them attractive, but especially on a one night stand, i don't feel a connection, emotionally, and its like my dick just can't seem to cum.

The other day it happened again, fucked for 90 minutes nonstop, nothing, so i just went to sleep and while we were cuddling she started hugging me and shit, she was very cute, my dick went up and she hugged me more (she was sleeping tho) and then she turns around, her ass over my dick, and i just felt loved, and i shot an enormous load on her back, i didn't even hump on her it was a psychological orgasm, i felt like shit, had to wake her up and tell her i didn't mean to do that and i was sorry, she cleaned herself up and told me its okay, she made some popcorn and we watched star wart ROTS afterwards, haven't felt loved like that ever, blocked her the next day because i felt awkward.

For those of you who don't know and i guess you don't since i rarely speak about myself or private life here, i am very open about my strengths and weaknesses when i DO share about myself, i am 19, all my life i was fat and disgusting, last year i finally had the strength to lose weight and i went from 30+%bf to 14%, my social life and sexual improved drastically, i still am ugly, but my frame and eye area + cheekbones carry me, i do need orthognathic surgery ( DJS ), and Midface implants, but if i put a bit of effort i can have sex now with mostly avg looking women, but yeah i would guess that since my whole childhood and adolescence i was socially and romantically neglected, i might have developed some psychological issues

I was looking into this and therapy might help so ill book a consultation soon

Interesting read

 

[Andremln]

you can always just do undereye & cheek filler to help the midface & infras , that’s what i did lol

an oculoplastic surgeon in january told me himself how risky infra implants are & that he would never do them lol, we had like a 30 minute convo about it

Yes undereye and midface is probably one of the most risky areas to place implants into mainly because of the infraorbital nerve, in general though shitty scenarios end up with full numbness instead of pain or a motor deficit, results from fillers are too soft imo, i need a serious angularity increase to truly improve my midface

 

[tansel]

results from fillers are too soft imo, i need a serious angularity increase to truly improve my midface

not true lol i got 0.5ml undereye filler & 1ml cheek filler & my zygos pop out like crazy now & my undereyes are way less dark

it just depends on the injector & what kind of filler you get (rha mogs)

Yes undereye and midface is probably one of the most risky areas to place implants into mainly because of the infraorbital nerve

there was a reddit user who got infra implants & he later had them removed & he was saying how it ruined his life, permanent nerve damage, migraines, etc

& this was after he got them removed so it was still affecting him

for ur safety bro u really shouldn’t do implants in ur infraorbitals, it’s geniunely not worth it, djs is enough

 

[Andremln]

not true lol i got 0.5ml undereye filler & 1ml cheek filler & my zygos pop out like crazy now & my undereyes are way less dark

it just depends on the injector & what kind of filler you get (rha mogs)


there was a reddit user who got infra implants & he later had them removed & he was saying how it ruined his life, permanent nerve damage, migraines, etc

& this was after he got them removed so it was still affecting him

for ur safety bro u really shouldn’t do implants in ur infraorbitals, it’s geniunely not worth it

Ill take this into account and look more into fillers, thanks for the advice man, how much did fillers cost you and for how long are they expected to last?

 

[tansel]

Ill take this into account and look more into fillers, thanks for the advice man, how much did fillers cost you and for how long are they expected to last?

i mean i’m from beverly hills so everything is more expensive here, for 2ml of filler (1ml cheek & 0.5 each eye) i paid 2000$, but it was with an expert injector who literally goes worldwide to share her knowledge, obviously anywhere else it would be cheaper lol

& she said the filler would last 12-18 months

if u do fillers make sure to do rha filler only, it’s arguably the best type of filler & the risk of migration is close to zero (i’ve had it for 6 months now & there’s been 0 migration)

 

[Domo-]

I've been having this "problem" for a while, every time i have sex i can last for several minutes full erection, treating the girl like a slut, pulling hair, smacking her, biting her neck, and i do enjoy it a lot, but i can't cum, two girls have asked me if i didn't find them attractive and one even cried when pillow talk time came, and i did find them attractive, but especially on a one night stand, i don't feel a connection, emotionally, and its like my dick just can't seem to cum.

The other day it happened again, fucked for 90 minutes nonstop, nothing, so i just went to sleep and while we were cuddling she started hugging me and shit, she was very cute, my dick went up and she hugged me more (she was sleeping tho) and then she turns around, her ass over my dick, and i just felt loved, and i shot an enormous load on her back, i didn't even hump on her it was a psychological orgasm, i felt like shit, had to wake her up and tell her i didn't mean to do that and i was sorry, she cleaned herself up and told me its okay, she made some popcorn and we watched star wart ROTS afterwards, haven't felt loved like that ever, blocked her the next day because i felt awkward.

For those of you who don't know and i guess you don't since i rarely speak about myself or private life here, i am very open about my strengths and weaknesses when i DO share about myself, i am 19, all my life i was fat and disgusting, last year i finally had the strength to lose weight and i went from 30+%bf to 14%, my social life and sexual improved drastically, i still am ugly, but my frame and eye area + cheekbones carry me, i do need orthognathic surgery ( DJS ), and Midface implants, but if i put a bit of effort i can have sex now with mostly avg looking women, but yeah i would guess that since my whole childhood and adolescence i was socially and romantically neglected, i might have developed some psychological issues

I was looking into this and therapy might help so ill book a consultation soon

Dnr sounds like a superpower tho