I can only get hard when I picture women crying or scared

[Deleted member 11126]

I tried no fap for 16 days and it didn't fix this at all it made things worse and I had to stop out of fear I will do something bad.

These sadistic urges are getting too much I jerked off 4 times today and it won't go away. God has abandoned me there is no good left within me. Every natural desire has been corrupted in me now all I am aroused by is suffering and causing damage I really need to get some help

at least I get normal erections again kinda

 

[Deleted member 11126]

Society made me into a monster I don't know if its possible to go back to normal

 

[Dr. Bludy]

I like watching rape porn tbh

 

[Deleted member 11126]

I like watching rape porn tbh

didn't they all get taken down? I just keep getting hard throughout the day not even from porn.

 

[Dr. Bludy]

didn't they all get taken down? I just keep getting hard throughout the day not even from porn.

Not on xvideos.com just type horror porn

 

[Deleted member 11126]

Not on xvideos.com just type horror porn

Yeah at this point there's really no fixing me man. I can't think of women in any sort of normal context its all been ruined for me

 

[Dr. Bludy]

Yeah at this point there's really no fixing me man. I can't think of women in any sort of normal context its all been ruined for me

Yeah when you know their all whores its normal

 

[Lefty Rankin]

I tried no fap for 16 days and it didn't fix this at all it made things worse and I had to stop out of fear I will do something bad.

These sadistic urges are getting too much I jerked off 4 times today and it won't go away. God has abandoned me there is no good left within me. Every natural desire has been corrupted in me now all I am aroused by is suffering and causing damage I really need to get some help

You might be the next BTK.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

You might be the next BTK.

whose that?

 

[Deleted member 21661]

Unironically I had to record a clip of myself laughing for something. I wasn't able to find anything that could just make me laugh like that after browsing some forums etc. Then I opened a video on youtube titled "women crying and screaming" and I instantly started laughing a fuck ton

 

[;-;]

I like watching rape porn tbh

do you mean real rape videos or staged ones?

 

[Dr. Bludy]

do you mean real rape videos or staged ones?

Staged ofc

 

[Lefty Rankin]

whose that?

Dennis Rader

 

[;-;]

 

[Deleted member 24940]

I like watching rape porn tbh

Where can I watch some

 

[Dr. Bludy]

Where can I watch some

Xvideos.com put horror porn theres some good vids

 

[Deleted member 24940]

Xvideos.com put horror porn theres some good vids

Based

 

[Deleted member 28398]