I can only relate to some people on here and not irl

[moreroidsmoredates]

No matter how good-looking i become, i will always remain a mentalcel.

I’ve ascended looks-wise, but still feel empty, lonely and different than NT normies.
Always been and always will be.
Even if my bimax will go well: (which will ascend me to chadlite+levels overall at the very least) i’ll still be that ND mentalcel.

I’ve come to the realization that being NT trumps looks. Most of us will never understand this because most of us are ND and we can’t become something we’re not: NT. Our brains are wired differently.

Drugs temporarily help to make us feel somewhat close to a NT brain, but it’s not a long term solution.

That’s why I can relate to people like @SoundnVision and @6ft4 for example.

I can’t relate to normies. I avoid them and hate their way of living.

I’ve never met anyone IRL that looks as good as me and is a mentalcel at the same time. It’s astonishing.

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

hate their way of living

Even tho im not that different this is in fact real.

But so what? What do you need to be nt for. I kinda get one thing, which is that to me too, social situations and so on are completely and utterly unapproachable a lot of the times.

Still do you think that being loved at CL+ is not possible?

 

[SoundnVision]

Always laugh at posts on here saying learn to be ND bro !

Impossible to change brain wiring.

I dunno what fucking mental illness I have but I can't build relationships.

I'm gonna die alone sadly

 

[The Grinch]

Same tbh. I have IRL friends who I have to pretend to be a normie in order to be accepted, I don’t even relate to them, because I will always belong here with the losers, they understand me and I understand them.

 

[moreroidsmoredates]

Even tho im not that different this is in fact real.

But so what? What do you need to be nt for. I kinda get one thing, which is that to me too, social situations and so on are completely and utterly unapproachable a lot of the times.

Still do you think that being loved at CL+ is not possible?

Always laugh at posts on here saying learn to be ND bro !

Impossible to change brain wiring.

I dunno what fucking mental illness I have but I can't build relationships.

I'm gonna die alone sadly

I work in a nightclub, because my therapist recommed going to such places to help with my mental problems.
It works a bit, but deep down it’s not it.

I get IOI’s every night. Some nights more than the others.
I have good self-awareness, so i know what is an IOI is or not. I’ve been studying human body language from licensed psychologists and body language experts.

Yet still, i smoke weed every night depressed and alone in my room.
I have a disregulation in my brain which causes me to feel extremely down all the time.
The reason why i smoke weed is because it makes me feel somewhat nt. I can understand dynamics better and came to the realization based on interactions etc. That i mog the average person to dirt.

Knowing that you can be mogger and ND is enough for me. A bit of extern validation is enough to realize my worth.

 

[vincentzygo]

mentally crippled by lonely teen years

 

[moreroidsmoredates]

Same tbh. I have IRL friends who I have to pretend to be a normie in order to be accepted, I don’t even relate to them, because I will always belong here with the losers, they understand me and I understand them.

Exactly, that’s why i’m still here and other moggers like : blackgymmax, clav, orc, 6ft4, amnesia etc.

Yeah they want to keep up with looksmaxxing, but deep down they know they’re mentalcels and deluded themselves into thinking that you can get away with it with looks.
That’s why they’re still depressed and feel that emptiness inside for the rest of their lives.

 

[SoundnVision]

I work in a nightclub, because my therapist recommed going to such places to help with my mental problems.
It works a bit, but deep down it’s not it.

I get IOI’s every night. Some nights more than the others.
I have good self-awareness, so i know what is an IOI is or not. I’ve been studying human body language from licensed psychologists and body language experts.

Yet still, i smoke weed every night depressed and alone in my room.
I have a disregulation in my brain which causes me to feel extremely down all the time.
The reason why i smoke weed is because it makes me feel somewhat nt. I can understand dynamics better and came to the realization based on interactions etc. That i mog the average person to dirt.

Knowing that you can be mogger and ND is enough for me. A bit of extern validation is enough to realize my worth.

Yeah I've always been Abit depressed and melancholy.
Have issues with alcohol but it just makes me more depressed.
Tired ssri but they are terrible.
Only thing left to try is ADHD drugs but have a wait for a diagnosis.
I get plenty of IOI but who cares they would be bored of me after a month it means nothing

 

[moreroidsmoredates]

Yeah I've always been Abit depressed and melancholy.
Have issues with alcohol but it just makes me more depressed.
Tired ssri but they are terrible.
Only thing left to try is ADHD drugs but have a wait for a diagnosis.
I get plenty of IOI but who cares they would be bored of me after a month it means nothing

Also knowing that my looks will eventually pass away makes me even more mentally ill. Because all IOI and positive interactions are probably based on my looks since i’m ND.

It’s like a mental prison.

 

[Hypersonic]

Bimax costs how much?