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I missed out on teenage love cus i looked like shit in highschool and only ascended a few yrs after i graduated. During my years there I always fantasized about having a gf or an fwb, thinking it would make life better.. all the nt normies seemed really happy in their little relationships. Now i dont even wanna talk to girls after getting laid a few times, sex is the most overrated thing on this earth. The self validation that u are able to slay is the only good feeling.
Yea so i was always ND but it got way worse after years of isolation and working on myself. I still feel like an alien stepping outside at times
I worked a part time job for a few months to become more low inhib and to get some money.
Updated my socials with new pics to hunt for some pussy with my new looks.
I had several one night stands this year but it didnt have any impact on my life. Thinking back to my first time getting some, its the most underwhelming thing ive ever felt. I gave it a few more tries and its still nothing like i imagined. had too high expectations for having sex ig??
I learned that NT girls are the most bland and boring creatures with fuckass hobbies nobody gives a shit about. i also need to larp as NT while talking to them which takes too much effort.
ND girls are also fucking boring but with an alternative look and being more sexual in chats, also they always have retarded mood swings for no reason. They need costant attention and are just a huge pain to deal with
Im sure i could have more fun chatting with those raunchy AI girlfriends than talking to any of these females
If I had a smoking hot female version of myself with same interests and everything 1:1, i think i would get bored of that as well icl
I came full circle. If im horny i simply just goon to some good shit and get back to having a stress free life without a single thing to worry ab in this world
fuck it bros, im just doing it for me at this point
Yea so i was always ND but it got way worse after years of isolation and working on myself. I still feel like an alien stepping outside at times
I worked a part time job for a few months to become more low inhib and to get some money.
Updated my socials with new pics to hunt for some pussy with my new looks.
I had several one night stands this year but it didnt have any impact on my life. Thinking back to my first time getting some, its the most underwhelming thing ive ever felt. I gave it a few more tries and its still nothing like i imagined. had too high expectations for having sex ig??
I learned that NT girls are the most bland and boring creatures with fuckass hobbies nobody gives a shit about. i also need to larp as NT while talking to them which takes too much effort.
ND girls are also fucking boring but with an alternative look and being more sexual in chats, also they always have retarded mood swings for no reason. They need costant attention and are just a huge pain to deal with
Im sure i could have more fun chatting with those raunchy AI girlfriends than talking to any of these females
If I had a smoking hot female version of myself with same interests and everything 1:1, i think i would get bored of that as well icl
I came full circle. If im horny i simply just goon to some good shit and get back to having a stress free life without a single thing to worry ab in this world
fuck it bros, im just doing it for me at this point
