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MoggerGaston
Nobody mogs like Gaston
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I was such a bluepilled puppy ![Lul :lul: :lul:](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
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so hopeful, all excited over some ~20yo LTB-MTB from Tinder. Already in my mind planning 2nd and 3rd dates before we even had our 1st.
Wow finally a girl interested in me? Never thought it was possible.
I thought that a girl giving me more interest than I have ever had before in my life, meant she must really like me and I was about to have my first girlfriend.
Obviously, these women were already ran-through at the age of 20 and saw my excitement as weakness. Suffice to say that I got brutally rejected every single time again and again.
Considering that at the age of 23 I had never even kissed a girl before and still had traumatic emotional responses to female attention due to my mom's parental abuse, this didn't help.
Just over the course of 3 years, from 23yo to 26yo, I went from the happy, hopefull, romantic, bluepilled puppy, to becoming the completely cold and unemotional cynical stoic whenever dealing with women.
Funniest shit is that I have heard from women that I dated, that this 'stoic un-emotional impression' which I gave them, came across as 'confident'.
Little do they know I am completely fucking dead inside and just going through the motions in hope of a miracle.
There is no fucking confidence, just a mind that has given up due to suffering.
Within just 3 years from starting to date at the age of 23, to the age of 26, I lost all of my 'blue-pilled cuteness'. My innocence. My hope in love and women. Everything.
Dating and interacting with women is purely transactional now, it's cold, dark, painful.
That's how modern women destroy you.
I know there's people on this forum who have never dated, never had sex. But honestly?
I wish I remained KHHV like I was at 23yo.
Having gone on 50+ first-dates from age 23-27, having sex with 10+ women, dealing with 2 women in extensive 'situationships', has made me lose all hope in love and made my heart stone-cold.
What benefit did I get from all of it? I am still an incel, I haven't had sex in years, no intimacy whatsoever.
My life is essentially the exact same as a KHHV, except I have gotten even more bitter, spiteful, cold, dark, depressed.
This lion will have his vengeance.
so hopeful, all excited over some ~20yo LTB-MTB from Tinder. Already in my mind planning 2nd and 3rd dates before we even had our 1st.
Wow finally a girl interested in me? Never thought it was possible.
I thought that a girl giving me more interest than I have ever had before in my life, meant she must really like me and I was about to have my first girlfriend.
Obviously, these women were already ran-through at the age of 20 and saw my excitement as weakness. Suffice to say that I got brutally rejected every single time again and again.
Considering that at the age of 23 I had never even kissed a girl before and still had traumatic emotional responses to female attention due to my mom's parental abuse, this didn't help.
Just over the course of 3 years, from 23yo to 26yo, I went from the happy, hopefull, romantic, bluepilled puppy, to becoming the completely cold and unemotional cynical stoic whenever dealing with women.
Funniest shit is that I have heard from women that I dated, that this 'stoic un-emotional impression' which I gave them, came across as 'confident'.
Little do they know I am completely fucking dead inside and just going through the motions in hope of a miracle.
There is no fucking confidence, just a mind that has given up due to suffering.
Within just 3 years from starting to date at the age of 23, to the age of 26, I lost all of my 'blue-pilled cuteness'. My innocence. My hope in love and women. Everything.
Dating and interacting with women is purely transactional now, it's cold, dark, painful.
That's how modern women destroy you.
I know there's people on this forum who have never dated, never had sex. But honestly?
I wish I remained KHHV like I was at 23yo.
Having gone on 50+ first-dates from age 23-27, having sex with 10+ women, dealing with 2 women in extensive 'situationships', has made me lose all hope in love and made my heart stone-cold.
What benefit did I get from all of it? I am still an incel, I haven't had sex in years, no intimacy whatsoever.
My life is essentially the exact same as a KHHV, except I have gotten even more bitter, spiteful, cold, dark, depressed.
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This lion will have his vengeance.
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