I need to start taking my mental-health more seriously.

Yeah I relate to you by a lot, especially with the abusive pare tenting, the only time I was ever given a taste of what a caring family was, when I was taken away at age 11 where I put into foster care for almost about a year whilst my mum was dealing with a court case about handling custody of the kids and I honestly wish I was adopted by the foster care family because we went on so many trips and places that I couldn't have wished for back at home. My mum would drink alcohol, bully me for how I lacked intelligence in subjects at primary school and etc. Its too long but I went through a lot as a kid.

TLDR: Put in foster care because of my alcoholic mother that used to fight with random ass people

As you said, us sub 5's cannot afford to be in a pit of self-hatred and low self-esteem because the world will not kiss our asses and feel sorry for us, instead it will continue to harm us even maybe more so than before. We need to stay strong and keep our heads held up in this cruel world that pritozie looks that are controlled by our genetics that we simply cannot control.

Stay strong brother. Stay strong, do not let these normies kill you inside. You living is already enough proof to show me that you're strong and capable of continuing further. Do not fall down.
It's good to hear that you can relate and we have a similar vibe.

Us sub5 adults are fighting the entire world at once. People already don't trust us and hold negative opinions about us. When you have low self-esteem and poor mental health on top of that, you are in the killing zone, destined to receive a lot of hate and rejection.

If we were female or good-looking, having poor mental health would instead induce sympathy, help, care, empathy from others.

As a man, there is no such mechanism. You either fight and heal yourself, or kill yourself. Nobody is going to save us.
 
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It's good to hear that you can relate and we have a similar vibe.

Us sub5 adults are fighting the entire world at once. People already don't trust us and hold negative opinions about us. When you have low self-esteem and poor mental health on top of that, you are in the killing zone, destined to receive a lot of hate and rejection.

If we were female or good-looking, having poor mental health would instead induce sympathy, help, care, empathy from others.

As a man, there is no such mechanism. You either fight and heal yourself, or kill yourself. Nobody is going to save us.
So true, so true, I remember how I tried to seek empathy from others but instead I was received with backflash and being made fun of. Nobody cares about ugly looking men that are in a state of depression. You quote: "You either fight and heal yourself, or kill yourself. Nobody is going to save us." is very inspiring to me.

Now, I've left social media and all I am trying to do is maximise what I can about my looks with my dogshit genetics and hopefully in the future I live a life of peace where I am just by myself.

Goodluck to you with your mental state and to others who can relate, we're always going to be 2nd class citizens to the world but we do what we can.
 
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Your mental health would be restored if only you've had done what I asked you to. :feelshehe:
 
'just let go of your past bro'
16+ years of traumatic childhood experiences aren't cured by 2 sentences and an instagram vid.

I don't think you realize at all what I am talking about.
It will never go.
 
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Why are you blaming me? Like I am choosing to let this hold me back, consciously?! what the fuck man.

It has made me feel like i am a worthless subhuman. I never feel good enough, worthy of a good life. Because of the way my parents have treated me my entire childhood on top of being bullied by my peers.
At least you semi ascended
 
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Brutal song about this shit. I feel so hopeless and lost.

At least you semi ascended
There never was any. It never changed the brutal course my life was heading whatsoever.
 

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