I cannot picture myself with a girlfriend

[jaycc]

I have had one girlfriend in my life, im not claiming to be truecel

Its simply because every day i become more frustrated with the world and especially with foids. I thought getting a job and touching grass the summer would help me ditch what i believed to be a chronically online way of thinking.However i have found that i cannot deal with the females at my job. every single one (minus 1 who ill get onto) seems to be retarded.

for example there is this one bitch supervisor who called me short ON MY FIRST DAY (im 5 foot 9 AVERAGE HEIGHT WHERE I LIVE JFL BUT ITS NOT EVEN NEAR ENOUGH ). she is incredibly retarded, cant hold an interesting conversation for shit and says the most gut wrenching cringe shit ive ever heard that makes me want to tear my ears off. she only works 3 days a week, arrives late most days, took a half day for her fucking birthday (nobody fucking cares bitch), took a week off for basically no fucking reason last week (AND ON THE MORNING SHE CAME BACK SHE EXLAIMED "yayy" WHEN THE FIRST FUCKING BREAK OF THE DAY GOT ANNOUNCED. I also overheard her saying she "took yesterday off to finish decorating". FUCKING WHORE YOU HAVE A 4 DAY WEEKEND. and when she is even at work she does fuck all. she has a supervisor role btw lijsadolfjaslkfjadslkjhfqalkujghlaksdghjlakdfjghn.

the one thing from work that gives me hope is this stacy lite romanian girl who NO JOKE is one of the highest iq people ive met, not a feminist, and is just amazing to be around and talk to. i think she may actually be 1 in a billion. (thats this posts silver lining)

I have also given up on the prospect of living a normal life (wageslaving until like 80 then dying with a wasted life). I want to work some high risk high paying jobs for a few years until i save enough to move away and live alone in the woods somewhere. I doubt a girl would want to do that with me and i doubt i could find one before i move away anyway.

i kinda forgot why i started this post so im just gonna stop writing

@Draak77 @Chris88 @got.daim @NudeSelfiesTilliDie @Sub5kang

 

[optimisticzoomer]

Ideal @Bitchwhipper2

 

[jaycc]

im dreading going to sixth form why tf did i pick a girls school fuuuuuuuuuck

 

[turkcelfatcel]

I have had one girlfriend in my life, im not claiming to be truecel

dnrd after that

 

[3pslnoharmony]

Dnr

 

[Sub5kang]

the one thing from work that gives me hope is this stacy lite romanian girl who NO JOKE is one of the highest iq people ive met, not a feminist, and is just amazing to be around and talk to. i think she may actually be 1 in a billion.

Get that ring bro

 

[barambo]

mirin the avi

 

[jaycc]

dnrd after that

fairs

 

[Sub5kang]

Dnr

You read every molecule

 

[jaycc]

Get that ring bro

we had a one on one conversation for like 30 mins at least before

and another today me her and my friend for like an hour

shes so perfect half the users on this site would rope on site if they had to be in her presence

 

[Sub5kang]

we had a one on one conversation for like 30 mins at least before

and another today me her and my friend for like an hour

shes so perfect half the users on this site would rope on site if they had to be in her presence

I'd probably evacuate the scene since joining this site my social anxiety has tripled, my friend group used to consist mainly of girls in y8-9 but I barely make eye contact nowadays without feeling like a creep

 

[Draak77]

I’m fucking caging at that stupid bitch

Mirin the high effort post

Also try your luck with that Romanian foid
If come alonge well it might become more who knows

Never thought about the high risks jobs
My plan was just to wageslave till I die while having a family

 

[SoundnVision]

Enjoy ya woodland life fella

 

[jaycc]

I'd probably evacuate the scene since joining this site my social anxiety has tripled, my friend group used to consist mainly of girls in y8-9 but I barely make eye contact nowadays without feeling like a creep

its so crazy to talk to her while knowing that for me shes basically a locked character

i would never have a chance, no matter how compatible our personalities may be

feels weird

 

[jaycc]

I’m fucking caging at that stupid bitch

Mirin the high effort post

Also try your luck with that Romanian foid
If come alonge well it might become more who knows

Never thought about the high risks jobs
My plan was just to wageslave till I die while having a family

ask me any time to rant about her and i will. i fucking hate her since the day she called me short and laughed while i got heightmogged by my friends

yeah bro just be an oil rig worker or miner or smth, its like 50k or more a year and you dont need qualifications
im gonna try save enough to ted k by the time im 25

 

[Sub5kang]

its so crazy to talk to her while knowing that for me shes basically a locked character

i would never have a chance, no matter how compatible our personalities may be

feels weird

I wouldn't write her off completely just yet you've got a chance mate and even if you missed the shots it's better than not taking the chance at all

 

[jaycc]

Enjoy ya woodland life fella

thanks dude, i really hope it works out

 

[jaycc]

I wouldn't write her off completely just yet you've got a chance mate and even if you missed the shots it's better than not taking the chance at all

shes probably flying back to romania pretty soon

the place i work is like 90% migrants who come in for the seasonal work

it was cool meeting her tho

 

[Draak77]

It just my mind fucking me rn
All the people I like here including you Bhai
They are all real people which I like (even if it’s all just larp) everyone will leave this shithole eventually and we will never see us ever again
This makes me fucking break out ngl I will never find such great people irl

 

[Sub5kang]

shes probably flying back to romania pretty soon

the place i work is like 90% migrants who come in for the seasonal work

it was cool meeting her tho

I might work there year 13 summer in 2027 since I've got nothing better to do and a whole lotta money to make

 

[Sub5kang]

I might work there year 13 summer in 2027 since I've got nothing better to do and a whole lotta money to make

Or any place that's willing to take me for that matter

 

[jaycc]

It just my mind fucking me rn
All the people I like here including you Bhai
They are all real people which I like (even if it’s all just larp) everyone will leave this shithole eventually and we will never see us ever again
This makes me fucking break out ngl I will never find such great people irl

come england and we can cuddle and watch josh mcgregor edits and debate whether him or marlon mogs

then after sharing a kiss and realising we have found true love, we leave BP forever and go to live in the woods together in pure bliss

 

[grilldaddy❤️]

Gl bhai

 

[jaycc]

Or any place that's willing to take me for that matter

my place will but idk where you live

i made 3k this summer and it will be more in future (this was my first year so i was a slow worker to start with and you get paid for the work you do and apparently the season was bad tthis year)

 

[jaycc]

Or any place that's willing to take me for that matter

wait more like 3.5k

 

[Draak77]

come england and we can cuddle and watch josh mcgregor edits and debate whether him or marlon mogs

then after sharing a kiss and realising we have found true love, we leave BP forever and go to live in the woods together in pure bliss

nah man I’m actually so sad rn

 

[jaycc]

nah man I’m actually so sad rn

add me on dc bro

strring

 

[Draak77]

add me on dc bro

strring

Sent

 

[Sub5kang]

my place will but idk where you live

I'm a Londoner

i made 3k this summer and it will be more in future (this was my first year so i was a slow worker to start with and you get paid for the work you do and apparently the season was bad tthis year

Miring hard

 

[jaycc]

I'm a Londoner

Miring hard

yeah my place is too far for you to come to ngl

 

[Sub5kang]

yeah my place is too far for you to come to ngl

Bradford isn't too far it's only in pakistan

 

[Nay Gigga]

my place will but idk where you live

i made 3k this summer and it will be more in future (this was my first year so i was a slow worker to start with and you get paid for the work you do and apparently the season was bad tthis year)

good shit you have a car?

 

[Nay Gigga]

Bradford isn't too far it's only in pakistan

CAGING

 

[Sub5kang]

CAGING

I'm saying in relation to London, India, we're both neighbours in the Indian subcontinent

 

[jaycc]

good shit you have a car?

cant even drive yet


investing half this money and spending the other half on drugs

 

[Sub5kang]

investing half this money

Crypto?

 

[jaycc]

Crypto?

nah

low risk shit since i need to pull it out in like less than 10 years

those ones where you invest into the companies that invest in many companies, so your investment is spread across thingies and blah blah less risk of losing it all if one fails yk

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Ideal @Bitchwhipper2

People need to let go of this girlfriend meme

 

[NudeSelfiesTilliDie]

Dude, everything in life is a phase. I am quite young and I think you probably are too, when your young the people around you are very immature and do a lot of things for pleasure. If you are more mature and seek more, you will find the people around you disgusting. Maybe you wont ever have a girlfriend, maybe u will in a couple years. Maybe tmr you will meet the most amazing girl, but she will later cheat on you and you will contemplate suicide. Whatever, it doesnt matter. Your life is both incredibly important and meaningless at the same time. If u truly cant imagine yourself with a women, then stop worrying about it, go find something else. Personally I am very academically and career ambitous, I want to do greazt things, amass wealth, and leave behind a legacy.