I can't be NT with people beyond introductions

[SecularIslamist]

I'm very good at introducing myself. I can get along with new people extremely well. I've got the gift of the gab. I know exactly what to say when speaking to strangers. I know how to introduce myself and what questions to ask.

However, beyond this when it comes to actually connecting with people I am a total NPC. I just had a meeting with my new manager today. It went way over the allocated time and convo flowed naturally. No awkwardness I come across as the main character. She even asked me "So are people in our team social and outgoing?" Lmao Little does she understand I am actually the non-NT NPC in the background..

I just can't connect with people outside of basic introductions. It kind of makes sense. My interests and hobbies don't align with them. I don't have gf/wife, I don't watch netflix, drink, go out. I have nothing to talk about with people.

After all, I spend my time on an obscure incel forum obsessing over looks, phenotypes, race baiting, porn and making money doing degen stuff. The internet totally fucked my real life connection with people.

@Jason Voorhees @inyerta @Isle of sippy

 

[inyerta]

However, beyond this when it comes to actually connecting with people I am a total NPC

Life time of negative reinforcement does that to you.

Also brutal no reply pill