I can’t belive I thought things would work out

[tgun564636]

Back in February my plan was to ascend by June ask my crush out and date her and have a wonderful relationship full of happiness

I also had a vision, everything was perfect, I would eat clean, and have a great reltionship with my family and finally forget about all this bullshit


But here I am, I look worse then I used too, I don’t speak to my family anymore, and the girl I wanted doesn’t want me

i was retarded for thinking shit would work out anyways, nothing has ever been good for me

If things were the way I wanted, I would never be sad again. I fucking hate life it’s so brutal

 

[808AmnesiaLuver]

Back in February my plan was to ascend by June ask my crush out and date her and have a wonderful relationship full of happiness

I also had a vision, everything was perfect, I would eat clean, and have a great reltionship with my family and finally forget about all this bullshit


But here I am, I look worse then I used too, I don’t speak to my family anymore, and the girl I wanted doesn’t want me

i was retarded for thinking shit would work out anyways, nothing has ever been good for me

If things were the way I wanted, I would never be sad again. I fucking hate life it’s so brutal

probably didnt follow your vision properly then nigglet

 

[davidlaidisme67]

Back in February my plan was to ascend by June ask my crush out and date her and have a wonderful relationship full of happiness

I also had a vision, everything was perfect, I would eat clean, and have a great reltionship with my family and finally forget about all this bullshit


But here I am, I look worse then I used too, I don’t speak to my family anymore, and the girl I wanted doesn’t want me

i was retarded for thinking shit would work out anyways, nothing has ever been good for me

If things were the way I wanted, I would never be sad again. I fucking hate life it’s so brutal

Reality will never match your fantasy that’s the most brutal part I always expect the worst

 

[tgun564636]

probably didnt follow your vision properly then nigglet

I tried my best

I tried harder than 99% of people

 

[Revan]

you are literally chad bro

 

[tgun564636]

you are literally chad bro

im scared to speak to people

Ik I sound like a bitch but I used to get bullied hard and now when I speak to niggas I go red, and just run away

I have no friends and I have beef with my whole family and I eat slop all day

 

[Revan]

im scared to speak to people

Ik I sound like a bitch but I used to get bullied hard and now when I speak to niggas I go red, and just run away

I have no friends and I have beef with my whole family and I eat slop all day

i understand, but theres a solution

drugs

 

[tgun564636]

i understand, but theres a solution

drugs

Which one would help!

I was considering it

 

[Revan]

Which one would help!

I was considering it

there are dozens that would help

for your problem specifically, adderal, propanrolol, pregabalin and alcohol would work wonders

 

[accinr]

Back in February my plan was to ascend by June ask my crush out and date her and have a wonderful relationship full of happiness

I also had a vision, everything was perfect, I would eat clean, and have a great reltionship with my family and finally forget about all this bullshit


But here I am, I look worse then I used too, I don’t speak to my family anymore, and the girl I wanted doesn’t want me

i was retarded for thinking shit would work out anyways, nothing has ever been good for me

If things were the way I wanted, I would never be sad again. I fucking hate life it’s so brutal

me with my crush
realized she only views me as a friend

 

[tgun564636]

there are dozens that would help

for your problem specifically, adderal, propanrolol, pregabalin and alcohol would work wonders

Thanks

 

[Revan]

Thanks

good luck

 

[sonic55555]

cheer up Tman