i cant bro i cant

[lemureater]

i cant keep living like this anymore

i cant feel anything, i dont enjoy anything its just blank

i dont have any positive reactions to stuff i used to enjoy

i dont have any ambitions

nothing fufills me

even if i killed myself nobody would even give a fuck

and i know some faggots goonna say ''ahhhhhh dont kill ur self i care about you''

NO YOU DONT

YOU DONT KNOW ME, YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I USED TO ENJOY, MY EMOTIONS MY FEELINGS

Ur just FUKCCINITS ALL JUST FUCKING LIES

ive been sobbing like a retard for the last 2 hours just sitting in silence for no fucking reason.

whats even the point of living if you can even live life

isnt living when you enjoy shit? if its just suffering for another 50 fucking years ahhhhh fuck that mab incant fucking deal with that shit

i can hear my heart so loud in my chest it almost hearts, its like my entire bodies shaking everytime it thumbs

my figners are shaking like a fucking grampsa idk what im gonna do

faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

 

[lemureater]

oh my god i can hear my hear tman omg its in my fucking ears so loud and my fucking eyes are fucked i cant even breathe properly

i cant believe i used to be religious thinking god would allow me to suffer like this

fucking bullshit its all a fuckig lie

nothings fukcing moral anymore fuck god

 

[nathan V]

 

[SIMPLEMAN]

and tomorrow the sun shines again

 

[lemureater]

and tomorrow the sun shines again

yes it will

i was freaking out earlier bcs my meds gave me really shitty side effects

im not suicidal

sun is pretty

 

[dragomog]

1g test
500 tren
700 deca
700 eq
50 adrol
10 sdrol

do this before considering killing yourself

 

[Aurelius74]

Dw Lemur, i believe in u

 

[lemureater]

1g test
500 tren
700 deca
700 eq
50 adrol
10 sdrol

do this before considering killing yourself

100%

im not killing myself until i hit 95kg lean

 

[lemureater]

Dw Lemur, i believe in u

thanks bra

 

[dragomog]

100%

im not killing myself until i hit 95kg lean

why not 100kg?

 

[lemureater]

why not 100kg?

100kg then

 

[Aurelius74]

thanks bra

Don't listen to people saying bad things to u, u can always vent to me, I'll always listen to u duh

 

[lemureater]

Don't listen to people saying bad things to u, u can always vent to me, I'll always listen to u duh

thanks bra- it was just a one time thing im sure. Im usually a happy guy but for some reason 400mg of modafinil just makes me suicidal; ill be sure to stay clear from that

 

[Aurelius74]

thanks bra- it was just a one time thing im sure. Im usually a happy guy but for some reason 400mg of modafinil just makes me suicidal; ill be sure to stay clear from that

Ohh, plwease don't overdose drugs, u shouldn't take more 200mg & please take Care of yourself

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

i cant keep living like this anymore

i cant feel anything, i dont enjoy anything its just blank

i dont have any positive reactions to stuff i used to enjoy

i dont have any ambitions

nothing fufills me

even if i killed myself nobody would even give a fuck

and i know some faggots goonna say ''ahhhhhh dont kill ur self i care about you''

NO YOU DONT

YOU DONT KNOW ME, YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I USED TO ENJOY, MY EMOTIONS MY FEELINGS

Ur just FUKCCINITS ALL JUST FUCKING LIES

ive been sobbing like a retard for the last 2 hours just sitting in silence for no fucking reason.

whats even the point of living if you can even live life

isnt living when you enjoy shit? if its just suffering for another 50 fucking years ahhhhh fuck that mab incant fucking deal with that shit

i can hear my heart so loud in my chest it almost hearts, its like my entire bodies shaking everytime it thumbs

my figners are shaking like a fucking grampsa idk what im gonna do

faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Bhai it sounds like you’re suffering from depression. I would go to a medical health professional to find out the root cause and see if something can be done. Some of us do care about you, so we don’t want you to rope.

 

[Ruinedbyfaceshape]

I use to struggle like this a lot it made me believe that god wasn’t real at all
I felt like even talking to my friends and family was annoying I literally use to see them as beneath me
I was very lost and stuck in life I couldn’t feel shit like I’m being so fr I had emotional bluntness
it gets better bro you just have to realise that no one is coming to help you till this day I struggle with some remnants
If there is no direct reason for all of this it is probably depression

 

[lemureater]

Bhai it sounds like you’re suffering from depression. I would go to a medical health professional to find out the root cause and see if something can be done. Some of us do care about you, so we don’t want you to rope.

I stuggle alot with maladaptive daydreaming, so much so that im pretty sure i spend at least 8 hours a day just in my head. Its not really something i can control either, its like a drug kinda i get a rush from it that i dont get from anything else. Il probally book an appointment with the doctors this summer just to make sure i dont get any worse

 

[lemureater]

I use to struggle like this a lot it made me believe that god wasn’t real at all
I felt like even talking to my friends and family was annoying I literally use to see them as beneath me
I was very lost and stuck in life I couldn’t feel shit like I’m being so fr I had emotional bluntness
it gets better bro you just have to realise that no one is coming to help you till this day I struggle with some remnants
If there is no direct reason for all of this it is probably depression

is there any way at home i can fix this? or do i need meds and therapy

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

I stuggle alot with maladaptive daydreaming, so much so that im pretty sure i spend at least 8 hours a day just in my head. Its not really something i can control either, its like a drug kinda i get a rush from it that i dont get from anything else. Il probally book an appointment with the doctors this summer just to make sure i dont get any worse

Definitely go for it. Sounds like you have ADD. My friend has it and is in therapy for it.

 

[Ruinedbyfaceshape]

is there any way at home i can fix this? or do i need meds and therapy

Depends on how severe it is if it’s making you consider self harm or suicidal thoughts it’s best to go to therapy as staying at home without talking to a professional is always worse in this situation as you’re gonna end up making irrational decisions
I was struggling with something very mild so I just did some deep reflecting over the course of months on life and god, I still struggle slightly but as long as it doesn’t progress to self harm I’m good.
Get yourself a therapist though

 

[lemureater]

Depends on how severe it is if it’s making you consider self harm or suicidal thoughts it’s best to go to therapy as staying at home without talking to a professional is always worse in this situation as you’re gonna end up making irrational decisions
I was struggling with something very mild so I just did some deep reflecting over the course of months on life and god, I still struggle slightly but as long as it doesn’t progress to self harm I’m good.
Get yourself a therapist though

will do

thank you for the advice brother