I cant cope anymore

[ToryToad]

My life is shit .i have been depressed the last 5 months and in these 5 months all i did was coping ,i played video games ,rotted on org ,listen to music all the time.but in the last days it has become even worse for me .i am constantly thinking about suicide .Writing this post is also a cope for me.on top of my depression i have gotten ill ,which makes my life ten times worse.i talk with chatgpt 15 hours about my problems every week .i cant get any peace ,everything stresses me out .And because of my depression i have gotten memory loss ,i cant remember bad things in the past ,but i am still depressed ,memory loss made my life even worse ,cuz there isn't even a reason why i am this way and that steals any hope of fixing it .

 

[ToryToad]

Bump

 

[ToryToad]

Bump

 

[PeakIncels]

looks aren't the problem here

 

[PeakIncels]

life is utterly shit dk what you expect tbh

 

[ToryToad]

looks aren't the problem here

i know

 

[ToryToad]

life is utterly shit dk what you expect tbh

true

 

[PeakIncels]

i know

find a reason to live

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

My life is shit .i have been depressed the last 5 months and in these 5 months all i did was coping ,i played video games ,rotted on org ,listen to music all the time.but in the last days it has become even worse for me .i am constantly thinking about suicide .Writing this post is also a cope for me.on top of my depression i have gotten ill ,which makes my life ten times worse.i talk with chatgpt 15 hours about my problems every week .i cant get any peace ,everything stresses me out .And because of my depression i have gotten memory loss ,i cant remember bad things in the past ,but i am still depressed ,memory loss made my life even worse ,cuz there isn't even a reason why i am this way and that steals any hope of fixing it .

Can I help you in any way ?. I have some pics stored in my phone

 

[PeakIncels]

find a reason to live

I mean there isn't any, so your kinda cooked like me

 

[ToryToad]

find a reason to live

its hard ,maybe in the future

 

[ToryToad]

Can I help you in any way ?. I have some pics stored in my phone

what do you mean pics?

 

[PeakIncels]

its hard ,maybe in the future

just um try to watch something and distract yourself that's what's working for me

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

what do you mean pics?

Just some random pics. Not related sprry. But if you need any help from an online stranger you can tell. I will do it if i can

 

[ToryToad]

Just some random pics. Not related sprry. But if you need any help from an online stranger you can tell. I will do it if i can

thanks

 

[ToryToad]

just um try to watch something and distract yourself that's what's working for me

i cope 24/7 ,nothing makes fun anymore

 

[James47Max]

My life is shit .i have been depressed the last 5 months and in these 5 months all i did was coping ,i played video games ,rotted on org ,listen to music all the time.but in the last days it has become even worse for me .i am constantly thinking about suicide .Writing this post is also a cope for me.on top of my depression i have gotten ill ,which makes my life ten times worse.i talk with chatgpt 15 hours about my problems every week .i cant get any peace ,everything stresses me out .And because of my depression i have gotten memory loss ,i cant remember bad things in the past ,but i am still depressed ,memory loss made my life even worse ,cuz there isn't even a reason why i am this way and that steals any hope of fixing it .

Maybe work hard and pay your parents back for raising you?? Idk there's gotta be smth you can do before you rope I'm also thinking about but not before moneymaxxing

 

[ToryToad]

Maybe work hard and pay your parents back for raising you?? Idk there's gotta be smth you can do before you rope I'm also thinking about but not before moneymaxxing

moneymaxxing is hard and i dont have a bank account

 

[Alias!]

My life is shit .i have been depressed the last 5 months and in these 5 months all i did was coping ,i played video games ,rotted on org ,listen to music all the time.but in the last days it has become even worse for me .i am constantly thinking about suicide .Writing this post is also a cope for me.on top of my depression i have gotten ill ,which makes my life ten times worse.i talk with chatgpt 15 hours about my problems every week .i cant get any peace ,everything stresses me out .And because of my depression i have gotten memory loss ,i cant remember bad things in the past ,but i am still depressed ,memory loss made my life even worse ,cuz there isn't even a reason why i am this way and that steals any hope of fixing it .

Is it time for SSRI?

 

[ToryToad]

Is it time for SSRI?

whats that

 

[James47Max]

moneymaxxing is hard and i dont have a bank account

It's hard bro but life isn't easy, if looks didn't make it easy for you,it's gonna be tough and you might rope, but your parents raised you, so atleast give them like 50-100k to repay for their time spent with you

 

[ltn gooner]

My life is shit .i have been depressed the last 5 months and in these 5 months all i did was coping ,i played video games ,rotted on org ,listen to music all the time.but in the last days it has become even worse for me .i am constantly thinking about suicide .Writing this post is also a cope for me.on top of my depression i have gotten ill ,which makes my life ten times worse.i talk with chatgpt 15 hours about my problems every week .i cant get any peace ,everything stresses me out .And because of my depression i have gotten memory loss ,i cant remember bad things in the past ,but i am still depressed ,memory loss made my life even worse ,cuz there isn't even a reason why i am this way and that steals any hope of fixing it .

Try finding to Jesus or just pray once, what can go wrong ?

 

[ToryToad]

Try finding to Jesus or just pray once, what can go wrong ?

you are so right.on that after making this thread i prayed to jesus and now i am feeling way better but still depressed.but i was already very christian while being depressed ,but it helps for sure

 

[Alias!]

whats that

 

[ToryToad]

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cant get them tho .cuz i am too high inhib to tell my parents about my depression

 

[Alias!]

cant get them tho .cuz i am too high inhib to tell my parents about my depression

Dude if you are suicidal tell your parents you have nothing to lose.

 

[superpsycho]

same

 

[superpsycho]

im just LDARing to cope at this point

 

[ToryToad]

Dude if you are suicidal tell your parents you have nothing to lose.

last time they saw me cry it made me way sadder .i dont want my parents to know this

 

[Alias!]

last time they saw me cry it made me way sadder .i dont want my parents to know this

Dude they seen you cry since you were a baby, your mental health is more important than how people feel.

 

[ToryToad]

Dude they seen you cry since you were a baby, your mental health is more important than how people feel.

they would also tell my sisters.and years ago i fucked up my relationship with my sisters. i talk 20 sentences a year with them .i think they hate me ,and i think they judge me.cuz i was an utter asshole to them when i was younger

 

[James47Max]

Dude if you are suicidal tell your parents you have nothing to lose.

His parents might be like mine, typical Balkan or high inhib parents that say 'depression' doesn't exist

 

[ToryToad]

His parents might be like mine, typical Balkan or high inhib parents that say 'depression' doesn't exist

My parents arent like that .i am the problem ,it would kill me inside if they knew about my depression .i am sure that they would be supprotive and shit

 

[Alias!]

they would also tell my sisters.and years ago i fucked up my relationship with my sisters. i talk 20 sentences a year with them .i think they hate me ,and i think they judge me.cuz i was an utter asshole to them when i was younger

can you not fix your relationship with sisters? You can always turn a new leaf.

 

[Alias!]

His parents might be like mine, typical Balkan or high inhib parents that say 'depression' doesn't exist

Yeah ethnic parents have to see you rope before believing in mental illness.

 

[ToryToad]

can you not fix your relationship with sisters? You can always turn a new leaf.

i wish .i am high inhib asf and i am not a social person

 

[Alias!]

i wish .i am high inhib asf and i am not a social person

Time to fix it before it set in stone, get you some pregab.

 

[ToryToad]

Time to fix it before it set in stone, get you some pregab.

when i ascend ,i will be for sure more low inhib ,i just need to focus on my looks .

 

[Alias!]

when i ascend ,i will be for sure more low inhib ,i just need to focus on my looks .

Yeah that and your people pleasing personality.

 

[ToryToad]

Yeah that and your people pleasing personality.

looks are everything .i have the people pleasing personality its just my looks holding me down