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Fuchsia
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Whenever I look at a beautiful girl I see the wrinkled old hag this beauty will become. Then I see the rotting corpse of this creature transformed with maggots devouring it and remember the smell of rotting corpses. Then I see the same with myself, with my mother and father and brothers all old until they die and rot and an entire life reverts to nothingness. I am constantly haunted by the horrors of life and death. I put rotting flesh from a deer I found in a bucket of water in my room to punish me and allow the stench of death to remind me of this grim world. I am haunted. this is the true blackpill. No sex is nothing compared to this brutality. Take the deathpill.
