pleasevanity
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I'm getting a job and moving out I swear to God I average 600ms on my own region and it takes me 3000 FUCKING years to load into games
I'm fucking freelo nigga
Genuinely though I don't even think I can realistically, it's not as if i'll suddenly be able to sustain myself if I start working. I don't think I'd be able to afford the bills and food but I want to stop relying on useless people for help. This is just a part of growing up that I need to prepare myself for, if I don't do it now then I'll probably be a 21 year old man rotting on forums and playing video games in his mothers house and that's actually a possible reality at this point. I want to be more than whatever I am, I want to be greater. I used to be a lot more eager and ambitious to say those words but now they just feel like an obvious reality, a chore but a must and a need. If I don't do this then now I will end up becoming a worthless piece of shit and eventually drive myself to suicide.
Only took my shitty buttcrack wifi for me to want to make a change in my life that's so pathetic but it's better than nothing...
I'm fucking freelo nigga
Genuinely though I don't even think I can realistically, it's not as if i'll suddenly be able to sustain myself if I start working. I don't think I'd be able to afford the bills and food but I want to stop relying on useless people for help. This is just a part of growing up that I need to prepare myself for, if I don't do it now then I'll probably be a 21 year old man rotting on forums and playing video games in his mothers house and that's actually a possible reality at this point. I want to be more than whatever I am, I want to be greater. I used to be a lot more eager and ambitious to say those words but now they just feel like an obvious reality, a chore but a must and a need. If I don't do this then now I will end up becoming a worthless piece of shit and eventually drive myself to suicide.
Only took my shitty buttcrack wifi for me to want to make a change in my life that's so pathetic but it's better than nothing...