I can't deal with this shit no more.

[bratex2213]

im recovering from this bullshit lefort, it actually looks good thanks god however I got braces on , im scared to roid since it could imapir bone healing I feel suicidial , I nearly cried infant of one my friends like a faggot I dont talk to anyone anymore all I do is wake up at 4 study sleep, no girl , no friends, nothing my life means nothing I dont want to die I want to ascend and be happy , but even my friend that I nearly cried in front of is becoming cold so thats why I was getting sad he always also studies we never eat together anymore , so I had enough now I know he won't speak to me anymore he knows im a sick fuck in the head I can;t deal with this shit anymore I want to fucking roid remove those braces finally exist I had enough of having 0 fucking smv I walk around all atrophied on campus , no friends anymore just alone all the time and studying fukc this bullshit.

 

[bratex2213]

oh btw the only reason I didn't end myself yet is because I have impaired view of reality for me its all bullshit hence why would I kill myself when I can simply roid to death and do fuck all before dying I dont want to die like a rat in my room I want to be a somebody or at least feel that I exist.