Jizzer
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For the entirety of my life I've felt lonely. So lonely and miserable I've never been actually happy. And these fucking genes my parents gave me are one of the main causes to this awful existence. I have pectus, the wides fucking waist, flared ribs, low lat insertions, short clavicls and dont even make me begin with my face. I also broke my leg as a 5yo and fucked up my development in term of athleticism and Ibc of that I've always looked funny and pathetic doing any sort of physical activities. And its not bc I am unathletic. As a kid I didn't have a phone until a late age and wasted my time solely playing outside in the big backyard of my parents. And still I am as atrocious as I am at stoprts. I literally can't use my limbs. If you throw a ball at me I most likely won't be able to catch it. My entire life i had been made fun of by the ppl in the social groups I was in. I've never had a person who actually cared about me other than my parents who just pretend to like me. And I don't see what other than my body is so terrible about me. I stopped talking so as to not give attention to myself bc it always leaves to other ppl making fun of me. I can't take it. I can't. And recently I took blood tests and it seems I am just finished with puberty so no more hight growth and I am 5'8 AHAHAHAHAHAH. Living is hell.
