bestondusk
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Today, I was in the shower and realized something and that being ugly can trap you in an eternal cycle of sin, your looks will geniunely cause eternal damnation and its not fair imo. I’m not talking about people who still have a chance to ascend lol I mean like ugly mfs like me
i geniunely got the Worst genetics, Indian, mom 5’0, dad 5’5, so I'm fucked with height and race and js in general
To cope, I try to hit the gym I try to use my shorter height to build out my frame and maximize what I can. But deep down, I know its over lol
What really hit me is where this path leads. I've been a big lurker on .is and I see many people who go off the deep end, through years even decades of loneliness start coping in worse ways. an unending cycle of porn, not experiencing love for so long has caused some to believe it to be truly non existent, believing lust to being the closest thing they can experience, sex dolls, all that. If you look at places like .is, you can see it clearly. And it’s what happens when someone is isolated for that long.
It becomes an endless loop. Loneliness turns into lust, lust turns into guilt, guilt pushes you deeper into isolation. And after enough time, it feels like there’s no way out. Just an eternal cycle you’re stuck in. And geniunely the worst part is that considering how FUCKED i am I'm inevitably going to end in said cycle
That’s what made me question everything. Why would God allow someone to be born just to end up like that? I guess people say “free will,” but it doesn’t really feel like free will when your starting position already decides so much. but lmk guys what do u think
i geniunely got the Worst genetics, Indian, mom 5’0, dad 5’5, so I'm fucked with height and race and js in general
To cope, I try to hit the gym I try to use my shorter height to build out my frame and maximize what I can. But deep down, I know its over lol
What really hit me is where this path leads. I've been a big lurker on .is and I see many people who go off the deep end, through years even decades of loneliness start coping in worse ways. an unending cycle of porn, not experiencing love for so long has caused some to believe it to be truly non existent, believing lust to being the closest thing they can experience, sex dolls, all that. If you look at places like .is, you can see it clearly. And it’s what happens when someone is isolated for that long.
It becomes an endless loop. Loneliness turns into lust, lust turns into guilt, guilt pushes you deeper into isolation. And after enough time, it feels like there’s no way out. Just an eternal cycle you’re stuck in. And geniunely the worst part is that considering how FUCKED i am I'm inevitably going to end in said cycle
That’s what made me question everything. Why would God allow someone to be born just to end up like that? I guess people say “free will,” but it doesn’t really feel like free will when your starting position already decides so much. but lmk guys what do u think
