I cant even rope in peace

[IAmBecoming183CM]

I was originally gonna overdose on some lethal drugs that arent that painful and mostly peaceful, but i got my credit card taken away and i cant order them anymore.

I cant even jump of a building because nowdays theres fucking security fences everywhere and by the time i try to climb over one police are gonna stop me. also it takes crazy wilpower to beat your natural survival instincts, and i want a peaceful death, but fuck i cant.

honestly my method rn is to use some lidocane i got on me and numb my veins and just start fucking cutting everywhere vital, but even that has a low chance of killing me. fuck man i dont know what to do i just want to die peacefully man why the fuck cant this world cant even give me that

 

[WhiteMan]

Gotta urban explore and go in a abandoned building or some shit

 

[Deleted member 106950]

Brother, this is very sad, are you sure you want to die? Women are not everything, you can look for hobbies, friends, pets, your family, etc., although I don't know, maybe you are in a bad situation that you can't even enjoy things.

 

[Deleted member 95556]

Bro relax.