How dk you do that?
abstaining from everything & meditation & prayer & that type of stuff.
I can't do it cause i would have to stop talking to my gf
do you pray 5 times a day ?
Brilliant.
No why
thats why , you are not connected with allah .
God hates me too and he is going to torture me
he is punishing you because you are not praying to him
Cope, i know tons of boys and girls my age living a degen life and they are much more happy then me, everyone just hates me
Get on your knees and i'll make you happy
thats what you think , maybe allah will punish them later on in their life and in the afterlife
Maybe he hates me more cause he gave me to my mother after she struggled to have children for 8 years, brutal
https://yaqeeninstitute.org/najwa-awad/why-does-allah-hate-me-rescripting-negative-self-talk
i pray 5 time it wont make you happy its just makes u spiritually secure
finally someone acknowledges this fucking shit
knowing that you are going to heaven doesn't make you happy ?
thats just not how the human dopamine system works
seratonin =/= dopamine
Hmmm interesting, i also got it in 2019, it's called anhedonia, now its much better, but still not the same as when i was a teen
I feel the same bro, it’s anhedonia
U need to explore urself with a chad. Maybe that makes u happy
but yet you have a gf
Whats the cause of it tho jfl, does it have meds that help?
