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I know this is probably the wrong forum to talk about this issue since there will likely only be troll comments, but it is really a serious issue.
I am making this post more for me, because I cannot sleep and need to vent.
Ever since I was a little boy I never dared to speak because I was afraid of having bad breath.
I don‘t know if I always have bad breath, but I develop a bad taste in my mouth after around one hour after brushing. I have tried everything so far. I brush for so long, use floss, waterpik, tongue scraper, strong mouth wash etc.
If I am being completely honest with myself, I turned to the blackpill because of my bad breath. It‘s a less embarassing reason for my loser existence and virginity than admitting my life turned to hell because of my fucking breath, how ridiculous.
I was never a good looking guy, hell I had severe acne and facial asymmetries. But still, I could have had many girls or maybe already be married.
I remember in sixth grade a beautiful girl (who is still beautiful) that I grew up with together since grade one asked me out on a date to a cinema. I would have loved to, but I declined because I knew I would smell disgusting. My bad breath gets way worse when I am anxious. She begged me to go with her, she would even arrange couple seats etc. 5 years later I was in class with her again and she wanted to sit next to me and was still into me, but I always had to look away when saying something and be generally awkward. She was still into me. So I wondered if I really had bad breath, if I did she cant be into me?
One year earlier another classmate asked me several times to come visit her at home. One day while waiting in front of the classroom she randomly hugged me and didn‘t let go off me. I reacted like a virgin autist and tried to get her off me which apparently didn‘t turn her off. Once we were in the classroom she asked what kind of porn I liked.
Another story with another girl from class: we went on a class trip and she came into my room and laid on the bed with a book. I didn‘t think much of it but hell I would have loved to lay next to her and cuddle, but I couldn‘t because I fear I smell bad. When I think about it I just wanna cry ngl. A week after the class trip she invited me on a date to the cinema and I had to find some excuse again because I knew I would be disgusting.
How can they all be into me when I fucking stink I wondered.
Reactions from others showed that I smell bad from my mouth like picking their nose, sniffing etc…
Anyways, around a year before that I dated a girl from Instagram for two times. I drove to her with a train and we planned to spend new years eve together. We were both virgins and she kinda made it clear after our first date that she wanted to fuck. I couldn‘t eat all day and when I got there I knew my breath was fucking horrible. I did not get close to her and tried to find a way to brush my teeth secretly somehow, but she was always there and already sad that I didn‘t get close with her. We were alone for a hour or so and then her parents came back to make pizza for us. I was so awkward man. She then told her mom to come into her room to speak with her while I sat there on the couch in the living room awkwardly playing with banana peel because I was so nervous. Basically she then told me to go home and her dad had to drive me home and I arrived at home at 11PM, 1 hour before 2017. She was still very nice and said we should stay friends, so great. However I did not want that and that‘s when she was honest. At first she texted me some poem she wrote how I destroyed her life with a fake account on Instagram and then she made her friend text me on Whatsapp that my mouth smells like a cow‘s ass. Guys, my heart fucking sank into my pants when I read that. This was the proof that I wasn‘t just imagining and fearing it for no reason, I indeed have bad breath. This was the first time I got told it so directly.
Fucking hell.
I dated another girl after that and she clearly wanted to kiss me but I couldn‘t because I feared smelling bad. Could have fucked her right there and then, as a fucking ugly dude by the way.
At my graduation party some girls approached me on the dance floor, again I just awkwardly looked at them and didn‘t say a word because of bad breath. Fucking awkward.
Besides now being a virgin at 24 because of that, I failed my career because of it.
I got super bad grades because I obviously couldn‘t participate. Especially if I did not sit alone. Also, due to never learning how to talk because of this issue, I also developed social anxiety and AvPD. So I did not get to go to university and now work in a dead end factory job where I am just as awkward because of my breath. Most co workers touch their noses when I say something. But then again I do not understand why they come so close and don‘t move away?
My life is ruined because of this health issue. And I am sure I am not the only one whose life was ruined by it. I am completely socially stunted due to this issue. I have zero confidence. I could have lived a very happy life even though I am on the uglier and more subhuman side lookswise.
What attracted most of these girls to me, I suppose, was being mysterious and having a calming voice. All of these girls made good comments about my voice. Don‘t underrate this boyos.
My biggest wish is to one day cure this disease. It is such an awkward topic that I can only speak about it online. I cannot bring it up with a doctor. I could maybe do it via e mail, but here you always have to call doctors and I am incapable of doing that.
To be able to feel free and talk freely. It is unimaginable to me. Some people wake up and talk freely. It is alien to me.
I only ever asked someone in real life once and it ironically was before the date with the Instagram chick. She said I didn‘t smell, but it was right after brushing.
It is a super complex topic. If you google about it, you will get NPC advice like „brush your tongue“. NO SHIT???
I believe it is mostly from a completely fucked up microbiome, be it in the stomach or elsewhere. I believe my saliva itself has the wrong bacteria. Even when I eat yoghurt I don‘t feel clean. Every normal person would be unable to have bad breath after eating yoghurt.
My nose always feels stuffed and I noticed some postnasal drip. I am using saltwater and push it through my nose but it hasn‘t got better yet.
When I blow air from my mouth into my nose, it smells like nothing. When I blow air into my hands, it smells like nothing. When I swallow hard, I taste a very bad taste. When I push my tongue out and act like a sweating dog, I smell a bit of old people dry mouth breath but this is nothing like the taste I taste. When I lick the back of my hand, it smells like fucking honey, no joke. This is also not as bad as the taste. Also, a mild honey smell wouldn‘t turn people away from me so disgusted. Literally everyone at work picks their nose or sniffs when I talk. But at home when I talk to mother or bro they never say anything. I don‘t get it. The only one who acts weirdly too is my dad. He always rubs his face aggressively when we sit in the car together. I wish I had the balls to just ask all the people next time they act like that, but I don‘t.
Pray for me that this issue can be resolved. I seem like a completely autist to others because of it no joke. You cannot be yourself when you know you smell bad. It‘s so easy to roast you.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!
I am making this post more for me, because I cannot sleep and need to vent.
Ever since I was a little boy I never dared to speak because I was afraid of having bad breath.
I don‘t know if I always have bad breath, but I develop a bad taste in my mouth after around one hour after brushing. I have tried everything so far. I brush for so long, use floss, waterpik, tongue scraper, strong mouth wash etc.
If I am being completely honest with myself, I turned to the blackpill because of my bad breath. It‘s a less embarassing reason for my loser existence and virginity than admitting my life turned to hell because of my fucking breath, how ridiculous.
I was never a good looking guy, hell I had severe acne and facial asymmetries. But still, I could have had many girls or maybe already be married.
I remember in sixth grade a beautiful girl (who is still beautiful) that I grew up with together since grade one asked me out on a date to a cinema. I would have loved to, but I declined because I knew I would smell disgusting. My bad breath gets way worse when I am anxious. She begged me to go with her, she would even arrange couple seats etc. 5 years later I was in class with her again and she wanted to sit next to me and was still into me, but I always had to look away when saying something and be generally awkward. She was still into me. So I wondered if I really had bad breath, if I did she cant be into me?
One year earlier another classmate asked me several times to come visit her at home. One day while waiting in front of the classroom she randomly hugged me and didn‘t let go off me. I reacted like a virgin autist and tried to get her off me which apparently didn‘t turn her off. Once we were in the classroom she asked what kind of porn I liked.
Another story with another girl from class: we went on a class trip and she came into my room and laid on the bed with a book. I didn‘t think much of it but hell I would have loved to lay next to her and cuddle, but I couldn‘t because I fear I smell bad. When I think about it I just wanna cry ngl. A week after the class trip she invited me on a date to the cinema and I had to find some excuse again because I knew I would be disgusting.
How can they all be into me when I fucking stink I wondered.
Reactions from others showed that I smell bad from my mouth like picking their nose, sniffing etc…
Anyways, around a year before that I dated a girl from Instagram for two times. I drove to her with a train and we planned to spend new years eve together. We were both virgins and she kinda made it clear after our first date that she wanted to fuck. I couldn‘t eat all day and when I got there I knew my breath was fucking horrible. I did not get close to her and tried to find a way to brush my teeth secretly somehow, but she was always there and already sad that I didn‘t get close with her. We were alone for a hour or so and then her parents came back to make pizza for us. I was so awkward man. She then told her mom to come into her room to speak with her while I sat there on the couch in the living room awkwardly playing with banana peel because I was so nervous. Basically she then told me to go home and her dad had to drive me home and I arrived at home at 11PM, 1 hour before 2017. She was still very nice and said we should stay friends, so great. However I did not want that and that‘s when she was honest. At first she texted me some poem she wrote how I destroyed her life with a fake account on Instagram and then she made her friend text me on Whatsapp that my mouth smells like a cow‘s ass. Guys, my heart fucking sank into my pants when I read that. This was the proof that I wasn‘t just imagining and fearing it for no reason, I indeed have bad breath. This was the first time I got told it so directly.
Fucking hell.
I dated another girl after that and she clearly wanted to kiss me but I couldn‘t because I feared smelling bad. Could have fucked her right there and then, as a fucking ugly dude by the way.
At my graduation party some girls approached me on the dance floor, again I just awkwardly looked at them and didn‘t say a word because of bad breath. Fucking awkward.
Besides now being a virgin at 24 because of that, I failed my career because of it.
I got super bad grades because I obviously couldn‘t participate. Especially if I did not sit alone. Also, due to never learning how to talk because of this issue, I also developed social anxiety and AvPD. So I did not get to go to university and now work in a dead end factory job where I am just as awkward because of my breath. Most co workers touch their noses when I say something. But then again I do not understand why they come so close and don‘t move away?
My life is ruined because of this health issue. And I am sure I am not the only one whose life was ruined by it. I am completely socially stunted due to this issue. I have zero confidence. I could have lived a very happy life even though I am on the uglier and more subhuman side lookswise.
What attracted most of these girls to me, I suppose, was being mysterious and having a calming voice. All of these girls made good comments about my voice. Don‘t underrate this boyos.
My biggest wish is to one day cure this disease. It is such an awkward topic that I can only speak about it online. I cannot bring it up with a doctor. I could maybe do it via e mail, but here you always have to call doctors and I am incapable of doing that.
To be able to feel free and talk freely. It is unimaginable to me. Some people wake up and talk freely. It is alien to me.
I only ever asked someone in real life once and it ironically was before the date with the Instagram chick. She said I didn‘t smell, but it was right after brushing.
It is a super complex topic. If you google about it, you will get NPC advice like „brush your tongue“. NO SHIT???
I believe it is mostly from a completely fucked up microbiome, be it in the stomach or elsewhere. I believe my saliva itself has the wrong bacteria. Even when I eat yoghurt I don‘t feel clean. Every normal person would be unable to have bad breath after eating yoghurt.
My nose always feels stuffed and I noticed some postnasal drip. I am using saltwater and push it through my nose but it hasn‘t got better yet.
When I blow air from my mouth into my nose, it smells like nothing. When I blow air into my hands, it smells like nothing. When I swallow hard, I taste a very bad taste. When I push my tongue out and act like a sweating dog, I smell a bit of old people dry mouth breath but this is nothing like the taste I taste. When I lick the back of my hand, it smells like fucking honey, no joke. This is also not as bad as the taste. Also, a mild honey smell wouldn‘t turn people away from me so disgusted. Literally everyone at work picks their nose or sniffs when I talk. But at home when I talk to mother or bro they never say anything. I don‘t get it. The only one who acts weirdly too is my dad. He always rubs his face aggressively when we sit in the car together. I wish I had the balls to just ask all the people next time they act like that, but I don‘t.
Pray for me that this issue can be resolved. I seem like a completely autist to others because of it no joke. You cannot be yourself when you know you smell bad. It‘s so easy to roast you.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!
