zygosmasher13
A cope a day keeps the rope away
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So there has been this girl that I've been talking to for the last couple months. I know that at some point, she had a crush on me, but I was always too high inhibit to do anything about it. That changed about a month ago when I was out drinking with a couple friends of mine and we met her and her friend group. I kinda blacked out at that point but all of the sudden everyone was gone and we were making out.
Since then, we've been talking way more and I see her every week because we share a hobby, but I was still way to high inhib to make any moves until like 3 weeks ago when I asked her if she wanted to come over to my house (my parents were gone that weekend, so perfect opportunity). She said she didn't have any time so I popped an edible to at least feel something (worst mistake in hindsight). Literally an hour later she called me and said she was on her way over, but I was mega stoned at that point. When she came over, I was way to stoned, and with being stoned making my inhibit even higher, I again didn't do shit, she even made some moves herself but I was too focused on coming off as sober.
The next day I invited some of my friends over for drinking to cope
. I also didn't eat anything that day because I was so mad at myself which was a grave mistake, as I instantly got way to drunk and in the end puked all over myself and then got mad and threw all my friends out of my house.
The next morning, being hungover as fuck, I kinda reflected on my life and got to the conclusion that something needs to change (which is why I'm here now).
We're still talking though, so I've not given up all hope yet.
Anyone got any way to lower my fucking inhib?
Since then, we've been talking way more and I see her every week because we share a hobby, but I was still way to high inhib to make any moves until like 3 weeks ago when I asked her if she wanted to come over to my house (my parents were gone that weekend, so perfect opportunity). She said she didn't have any time so I popped an edible to at least feel something (worst mistake in hindsight). Literally an hour later she called me and said she was on her way over, but I was mega stoned at that point. When she came over, I was way to stoned, and with being stoned making my inhibit even higher, I again didn't do shit, she even made some moves herself but I was too focused on coming off as sober.
The next day I invited some of my friends over for drinking to cope
. I also didn't eat anything that day because I was so mad at myself which was a grave mistake, as I instantly got way to drunk and in the end puked all over myself and then got mad and threw all my friends out of my house.The next morning, being hungover as fuck, I kinda reflected on my life and got to the conclusion that something needs to change (which is why I'm here now).
We're still talking though, so I've not given up all hope yet.
Anyone got any way to lower my fucking inhib
?
