Vermilioncore
fear god
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I’m tethered to reality. The reality which is simple and painful; everything is a difficult task. There is nothing easy in this world. And there’s no such thing as long term happiness. Happiness is simply the absence of pain. Happiness is similar to rain — it’s not the normal state. Rain falls, but it isn’t permanent. Rain is abnormal, the true weather is without clouds. Just like the true human being is without happiness.
I will be the first looksmax user to be 90 years old and still posting here. Everyone else has the self control and discipline to delete their account and move on with their lives, but not me. When things out here in reality hurt me and I get reminded that I am no one, I come back crawling to this forum like a true abused dog returns back to the owner whom he receives beatings from.
And although I crave to live and be happy and make things right, those things crave to not be made right.
I will be the first looksmax user to be 90 years old and still posting here. Everyone else has the self control and discipline to delete their account and move on with their lives, but not me. When things out here in reality hurt me and I get reminded that I am no one, I come back crawling to this forum like a true abused dog returns back to the owner whom he receives beatings from.
And although I crave to live and be happy and make things right, those things crave to not be made right.
