I cant handle the black pill anymore

[Deleted member 5522]

I have fallen too far behind. I live the same life style as I did when I was 10 which is rotting on my pc all day. This was fine when I did not desire women but now at 19 this lifestyle simply isn't possible anymore. I look at tinder and see girls want guys with jobs, cars, experience with relationships and looks. I have fallen too far behind. Academically near the end of high school I just couldn't keep up anymore.

I always have times where I believe I will be successful with women but there comes times like these wear I get depressed and ldar. This world is very evil. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't see looksmaxxing helping me. I am beyond help now.

I am like Elliot Rodger seeing the people he loved become hedonistic animals as I stay the same, never advancing socially. Other men got teen love and never had to worry or suffer like I have. Even now I suffer in this cruel, evil world. I am by myself.

I will not delude myself, there is no way I can ascend. If I approach females will likely call the police on me or find it creepy. I have been bullied by people especially females for no reason my whole life and this is just the way it is. I will never be a women's fantasy. That's life.

I am doomed to rot for eternity with these horrible circumstances. Such is the way of things, I suppose.

 

[Gaia262]

I have fallen too far behind. I live the same life style as I did when I was 10 which is rotting on my pc all day. This was fine when I did not desire women but now at 19 this lifestyle simply isn't possible anymore. I look at tinder and see girls want guys with jobs, cars, experience with relationships and looks. I have fallen too far behind. Academically near the end of high school I just couldn't keep up anymore.

I always have times where I believe I will be successful with women but there comes times like these wear I get depressed and ldar. This world is very evil. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't see looksmaxxing helping me. I am beyond help now.

I am like Elliot Rodger seeing the people he loved become hedonistic animals as I stay the same, never advancing socially. Other men got teen love and never had to worry or suffer like I have. Even now I suffer in this cruel, evil world. I am by myself.

I will not delude myself, there is no way I can ascend. If I approach females will likely call the police on me or find it creepy. I have been bullied by people especially females for no reason my whole life and this is just the way it is. I will never be a women's fantasy. That's life.

I am doomed to rot for eternity with these horrible circumstances. Such is the way of things, I suppose.

Go to university instant social circle.

Don't bother expecting help from anyone here tbh, if you commit suicide half of this forum will laugh at you , 40% won't care and 10% will sympathise.

 

[lifestyle21873]

Not sure how to help tbh

But u said U dont have a car just try to learn it and get a license as fast as possble also get a job

 

[lifestyle21873]

Btw man it isnt over til ur like 25. U still have time

 

[Deleted member 5522]

Go to university instant social circle.

Don't bother expecting help from anyone here tbh, if you commit suicide half of this forum will laugh at you , 40% won't care and 10% will sympathise.

How should I get an instant social circle? Im afraid everybody will pair up again excluding me. Jfl they will all be nerds anyway. Its over.

 

[BigBoy]

How should I get an instant social circle? Im afraid everybody will pair up again excluding me. Jfl they will all be nerds anyway. Its over.

Same bro. It happens every year, people make friends with each other in class and Im left alone.

 

[lifestyle21873]

How should I get an instant social circle? Im afraid everybody will pair up again excluding me. Jfl they will all be nerds anyway. Its over.

Well the best advice I can say is talk to everyone on the first day then just choose the best ones

 

[Deleted member 5522]

Same bro. It happens every year, people make friends with each other in class and Im left alone.

Wtf can we do jfl

 

[Gaia262]

How should I get an instant social circle? Im afraid everybody will pair up again excluding me. Jfl they will all be nerds anyway. Its over.

No, you show up in your new flat with housemates that are girls and boysand you go out together and have fun. Take pics put it on instagram. Remember they are new to and want friends.

Just like magic you are now NT and enjoying life.

Autists on here making this into a war plan that's impossible to accomplish.

Edit : not sure why you guys are JFL me , it's a fact.

 

[Deleted member 5522]

No, you show up in your new flat with housemates that are girls and boysand you go out together and have fun. Take pics put it on instagram

Just like magic you are now NT and enjoying life.

Autists on here making this into a war plan that's impossible.

I will still be living with my parents FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

well defeat is accepted

 

[Gaia262]

I will still be living with my parents FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

well defeat is accepted

No, go and live on campus in a student house, only ethnics live at home with parents to save money

 

[Deleted member 5522]

No, go and live on campus in a student house, only ethnics live at home with parents to save money

Im basically an ethnic, fucking brutal. Honestly times up anyway. I will plan to rope sometime this decade.